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Monday, July 09, 2007 7/09/2007 08:04:00 PM / top

talked to samantha using skype till 2am and that leave me with 4hours plus of sleep.
For the whole day, i felt like dying
and first lesson, chinese, pm was there beside me happily slping
she slept until theres big red mark on her face.
and i dont dare to sleep.
told u, i am sensible =D
it's so rude to sleep lah.

during lit the teacher said that she will not force us to take o lvl lit exam.
then she asked whether there is any chance that anyone in the class will not go for the exam
and i raised my hand.
I got like E8 for term2
and i screw up my mock prelim.
how bad can it get.
I deproved a lot.
Term1 i got like B4 while most of the ppl fail.
and now they improved and i score so badly.
When she was going thru' the test papers, i really feel like crying
I realise that i am lagging behind for all the subjects
i still dont know how to write chinese summary
i dont know how to write ss/hist essay conclusion,explaination
my english is still kanasia
my higher chinese really cannot make it
and i begin to hate math
my chemistry is forever btw d7 or C6 no matter how much i study
blah blah blah
I am so tired of studying and failing.
i dont feel like taking o lvl