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oh, i saw the so call "transexual" person, shasha
she quite pretty what
but i didnt go to her counter
i agree that the amk hub service kind of not up to standard.
instead of saying that I want the 4pm tickets, i said "the $4one"
and that person started laughing like nobody business.
i gave her the blank look. cause seriously i dont find it funny.
It was only when the movie started then i realised that it was not global of fire but order of phoenix .
I'm so kuku.
I forgot that i watched global of fire last year or was it two years ago?
I think the movie is nice =D
but I was expecting more tension when you know who appeared. after so many months, i finally get over him and
get what i want to see
his photo with other girls.
i kept going to his friendster, again and again
now i know why.
I am waiting for this day to come, the day when i can look at his photo with other girls and say with a smile "hey u asshole, i finally got over you. cheers!"
although it is not any intimate photo but it says a lot.
for a guy that hate taking photo.
the people must have meant a lot to him, for him to be so willing to take photo with.
yea! i am so happy.
happy happy happy.
time heals wound(although it takes too long)
7/24/2007 08:57:00 PM / top
MY BROTHER BOUGHT THE HARRY POTER LATEST BOOK!AHHH *SCREAM*
i never expect him to buy and i have never thought of buying.
but now, since my bro has the book, i might as well join the harry potter craze!
yea!
my classmates think I should set a side some time to read potter book too.
kah wai is lending me the global of fire.
I stop reading harry potter completely years ago after the first chapter of the "global of fire" put me to sleep.
harry potter I AM BACK =D
oh ya, did i mention that I watch all of he harry potter's movie?
tml i'm gonna watch the latest one too.
heard from a lot of ppl that the movie is not nice but still i decided to watch it.
I still rmb the night after watching the movie "chamber of secret" i was counting the number of years later The "global fo fire" movie will be out.
At then I was still a small innocent little girl, now I am tall innocent mature girl!(haha) i didnt know i took so many photos with wanzhen!
7/22/2007 06:00:00 PM / top
so yst sherry and pakmeng reach my house at 8.45pmand we waited for samantha to come online while watching 200pounds beauty.
so samantha came and said tt we talked very soft so all of us started screaming to the microphone than talking. haha
we sang birthday songs and stuff.
samantha agree that although i'm the youngest among three of them, i am the most mature!
HAHAHAHAH
actually three of us have decided on the phone to eat dinner tgt,
sherry even reminded me not to eat.
GUESS WHAT!
sherry brought packet ramen to my house
and she refused to have dinner @ coffeshop
i feel like strangling her but yea
i end up doing the cooking
-_-lll
the retard even criticise my cooking and claim that she can cook better.
I glared at her and she apologised by saying that she look the noodles, very soft
...
Pakmeng told me that sherry will wash the bowls
but that stupid retard just walked away after eating.
so ya, i'm the one washing the bowls agained.
after washing, i joined them.
we created a family and name the characters
pakkie-mother
chiahow-father
pak how- baby
then sherry wanted to see how the character die
I read from the sims2 guidebook, it says that one of the ways to let them die is to leave a lot of dirty dishes, rubbish on the floor so there will be a lot of flies
the flies will eventually gather tgt and devour the person.
I tried but it didnt work.
aww. sad
bye ppl, off to study for the 125chi idioms test tml
ah shit, i haven started This week is hectic man
and is enough to kill me a few times.
i'm not exaggerating.
I wonder how come i am still alive and typing this post.
BAD BAD WEEK.
One thing about me never change, friends are always very impt to me.
My bestfriend hurt me terribly again. twice in this week somemore.
When you love someone and that person hurt you, the pain you suffer is even more intense.
Cherishing people that always hurt me is probably my most fatal weakness.
The funny thing is that, I keep forgetting what they have done to me.
I will just get upset,emo and hurt at that particular moment,
few days later, everything will be backed to normal.
It is good to be so optimistic isnt't it? but if u look at it in another way
i'm giveing the person more chance to hurt me.
and it is always the same people.
I need only one more point to get A1 for cca, but i have thought through, no point fighting for that one point.
(Although i really think that i deserve that point.)
As long as i know i'm A1 standard=)
I think the way guzheng work is kind of unfair and monday i am going to look for the teachers and have a seriously conversation with them.
Hopefully some changes in the system will be made and the juniors can benefit from it.
happy birthday samantha and ahdi(energy!)
pakmeng and sherry are comin to my house at 8.30pm which is 12minutes later to celebrate samantha birthday!
(erm, samantha is not in singapore. we are celebrating her birthday by calling her) seriously I cant study at home.
there are so many distractions =(
anyway just send pakmeng to the bus stop,
I admire myself for having the foolish courage to step out of my house in "i love singapore" red t-shirt and hot pink shorts.
Initially I wanted to tell pakmeng that nobody will see me since it's so dark when she ask whether I want to change.
Then i realises that i look so bright with the red and hot pink clothes.
anw i wanna recommend this new singer, her name is 郭静
click on her name to listen to her songs.
She has got a really nice voice.
I am now compiling english vocabulary, e.g. the different type of verbs for the word "say" "move" blah blah.
if you want a copy of it, i can send it to you.
Not sure whether it will help though.
bye ppl. AUGGIE IS ATTACHED TO A GIRL FROM SECONDARY 1E2, CCA:BASKETBALL
He told me this yst and allow me to post on my blog.
I admire him man!
Some boys are really mean.
They stead with some girls and when other ppl ask, they deny.
Dont they realise how much they are breaking their girls' heart.
Even if they want to keep the r/s a secret, they shld tell their gf first
and so when the gf hears from others that he dont wanna admit the r/s,
she will not get so heartbroken.
I hate those insensitive boys.
Today I woke up at 7plus and started playing SIMS2 till 1pm.
total crazyness.
ahh.
and now i got no mood to study.
=( It's 6.38am now. saturday morning.
I dont know how I landed up in my bed last night
and this morning, i just open my eyes and realised that it's only 6plus.
i got bio ssp later at 8am.
so ya, need to go to sch.
=(
The problem is all my uniforms are in the washing machine,
We are not allowed to wear class tee.
i'm dead. i'm dead. i'm dead. talked to samantha using skype till 2am and that leave me with 4hours plus of sleep.
For the whole day, i felt like dying
and first lesson, chinese, pm was there beside me happily slping
she slept until theres big red mark on her face.
and i dont dare to sleep.
told u, i am sensible =D
it's so rude to sleep lah.
during lit the teacher said that she will not force us to take o lvl lit exam.
then she asked whether there is any chance that anyone in the class will not go for the exam
and i raised my hand.
I got like E8 for term2
and i screw up my mock prelim.
how bad can it get.
I deproved a lot.
Term1 i got like B4 while most of the ppl fail.
and now they improved and i score so badly.
When she was going thru' the test papers, i really feel like crying
I realise that i am lagging behind for all the subjects
i still dont know how to write chinese summary
i dont know how to write ss/hist essay conclusion,explaination
my english is still kanasia
my higher chinese really cannot make it
and i begin to hate math
my chemistry is forever btw d7 or C6 no matter how much i study
blah blah blah
I am so tired of studying and failing.
i dont feel like taking o lvl WHEEE... PPL SCREAM!
ENERJAS IS HERE!
lol.
i'm so glad that mock prelim is over.
but
i confirm fail a lot of subjects
haiz.
study so much also no use, i dont have any motivation to mug anymore.
after the carrer talk and consulting a lot of friends
i have decided to go poly.
i wanna study business in ngee ann poly
heard tt ngee ann poly is reputable for business courses.
i'm shock by my decision as well,
i'm so sure that i want to go jc tt it has nv come across my mind tt i will ever end up in poly.
first few month of this year, i even quarrel with my parents when they told me tt i shld just go poly.
because of that, i am even more determine to go to jc.
foolish huh.
now i realises that jc is a waste of time
whatever i study in jc will not really be related to business.
might as well go poly and specialise in it.
but but must study one more year =(
and it is also quite risky
what if i cant get into uni with the diploma?
I wanna study in uni, get my cert, work in big company and earn BIG BUCKS! One of the themes in joyluckclub(supposingly to be my little red book)is identity.
if u study history and literature, err, u shld know what i am talking abt.
little red book, u know maozhedong tt little red book.
Why I name JLC the little red book because first of all the cover is red
secondly, we are supposed to memorise the quotes for lit essays.
ppl in china use to memorise the quotes in the little red book too.
back to the topic of identity.
sometimes i wonder which side of me is my real identity or is it that i behave differently to the circumstances but it's still me?
In school I am so sensible that it makes me feel so not myself whenever i think about it.
Am i trying to act guai or what.
But then it comes to me that actually whatever I do in school just comes naturally to me, i do what i think it's right, what i feel i shld do.
If I am really such a goody goody girl, why do i keep telling ppl that i feel guilty
that i'm actually not as sensible as what the teachers think.
Another thing, I am always so cheerful and crappy when i hang out with friends.
I guess others will label me as a happy person.
and i agree.
But why when i am at home,
i think abt all sorts of stuff, ppl who hurt me, sad memories and crap
then i get emo, i can pratically feel the pain in my heart and i wanted so much to hate these ppl.
when i got back to sch and saw these friends, the hatret is gone
completely and then i will feel tt it is so not right to '
just ignore and dao them.
All along I thought I am sensible, in the sense that I know my heart wants so much to go wild but I know it is not the right time, so I control the urge and did not rebel.
Then again it set me thinking of whether the reason why i cant get over him is because of that.
When I am with him, I do things that i dont normally do.
He brought me to places that normally i wont go because i dont have the chance to and because i have never thought of going
Then it also made me feel that it is alright to hang out till late at night.
somehow thats partly what the wild side of me wants to feel and do.
When he leave me, I no longer get to do all these things.
It is not important anyway, right now I only have to study, study and study.
after O lvl, i can get really wild and do all the crazy things!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINYUN
although we dont hang out as often anymore but i still love you like i always do
=D