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he say there is still first three months in jc
its untrue that it is canceled.
*always trust a teacher*
but we will still get our results in jan
if there are no changes, the official jc entry is march.
cannot dye hair anymore
=(
its quite redundant to dye ur hair for less than two months and have to dye it back again
waste money, waste time, waste effort.
but i got the feeling that i will still end up dying.
ahh erm. i shant contradict myself anymore.
1.i wanna score 9-10points for my L1R5 ad get into a very gd jc
2.i wanna look for a job straight after the last paper
(i love working!)
3.i'm gonna be very smart and then become a bimbo
so i will be a smart bimbo.
4.i wanna be a business woman when i grow up
5.i wanna earn lots of money
6.i wanna be the most beautiful and capable girl in the office
7.my future husband(if i ever intent to get marry) will be rich, goodlooking, capable =D
i will pay for my own stuffs and be in charge of buying facial pdt for him, help him take care of his skin
and he will pay for food and the daily neccesity
yea. gambateh! the third and seven wish is quite lame though. wahahaha..
i was very sick for the past few days and yet i still drag myself to school!
see, this shows that i'm really hardworking.
haha.
it takes great fortitude(?) and blah blah.
actually i still dont really understand what is the meaning of fortitude despite ppl going up on stage and ramble ramble on abt the value fortitude.
*suddenly cant think of anything to write*
err.. so yst, durin lunch break, my mum bring me to the doctor.
skipped bio lessons =D
i went to consult the sinseh that has been treating me for 10years
( ignoring the fact that i didnt go there for the pastthree years)
she dosent seem to grow any older.
she said next time she will prescribe some medicine to enhance my memory!
yeah! which means i will grow smarter.
wahahaha.
random: i wanna cut my hair short!
any gd saloon to recommand?
some photos
4e4 =D
singapore river!
deprieve of childhood
after mugging with ger yst, i'm down with flu, sore throat and blah blah blah.
arggg. i feel so xinku now.
must be studying too much!!
LOL. kidding.
going to ACS open house after sch later. i left my phone in class!
now i'm so lost. i dont have anyone number now except pakmeng one which gerlee told me when we went home tgt.
i shld have ask for her number also.
and pakmeng didnt pick up my call.
ahhh.
when i get back my phone, i will make sure tt i copy everyone number on a piece of paper and keep it somewhere at home.
i cant imagine how lost i will be if i lost my phone.
gasp in horror.
yst, gerlee, pm and i went to j8 to shop.
we spent very long time at purpur!
ger and i busy trying clothes while dear pm waited for us
=D thankyou.
so just now i when to buy the dress that i reserved.
last wed, went to watch the play macbeth with my class and miss ow
almost everyone wear home clothes and all of us look so different!
so much prettier. haha
night view was beautiful, walking alone the singapore river is sure romantic.
after the boring play, we bunch of girls walked ard and then to burgerking for supper before heading home.
it was already 12.10am when i finish bathing.
the lit seminar we attended last saturday is a waste of time and money
miss ow is million times better than the university lecturer
the macbeth play is so so so boring, miss ow actually leave during the interval.
today is mr keith wong last day.
ermm. dont know what to say.
didnt really interact much with him since he dont teach me
but can see that he is a nice teacher lah
every morning he will greet me with a cheerful smile when i report attendance to him.
I wonder who will be our next form teacher.
cant be our lit/chemistry/biology/chinese/history/ss teachers
since a math teacher is already our co-form teacher and she said she need another teacher to help out with the class admin work, so she cant be our form teacher too.
now we only left with our old e math teacher!
ermm. no comments.
anyway today few of my classmates and i sign a contract with him.
the contract reads
"I, koh wan zhen, promise to get A1 for O lvl or else fine $1000"
"I, goh minling, promise to get A1 for o lvl, or else fine $1000, currency unspecify"
"I, Jaslin Quek, promise to get min A1, max A1, for my e math o lvl examination or else I will burn the school"
he say he will keep the paper and show it to us on the day the result is released.
bye ppl... just read ger foo's blog.
since she dont have a tagboard, i shall comment here lah. haha
alright, i almost bored to death during chi ssp.
My brain too tired to think and i was staring at the clock, lying on val shoulder.
then i wonder to myself why is lao chai always so bias against ger foo when ger foo is okay okay.
and i wonder why ger foo so quiet during ssp.
then to realise tt she is playing hp game
@#$%^&
she is having fun and enjoying herself while i'm rotting.
hey, thats like totally not fair.
some photos
to make our dearest mushroom smile....
she fall asleep while writting. LOL
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if u miss my face... haha
blogger dont allow me to edit my post.i wanna correct my grammer.
when i read the first few lines of the previous post i feel damn pek cheh.
alright is "i didnt go to school.."
this week i'm super duper hardworking.
i studied everyday after school.
I went back to the best old place to study =D
my secret place!
which is not really a secret anymore since i brought so many ppl there.
ahh. its really nice.
the starbucks at clark quay is a nice place to study too and the shopping mall there is awesome!
i'm still thinking abt the white heels and hair pin i saw there.
If i study at this rate tt i'm going, there is a high chance tt i will be able to score nine A1!
but i think before steeping into the exam hall, i will die from exhaustion first
my class will be watching the play "MACBETH" next next week with miss ow!
we requested her to go with us.
its gonna be so interesting.
no casual dressing!
ahaha. seriously, i'm not interested at all to go to the prom night.
why is everyone so fascinated abt the prom.
but i know no matter how much i dont wanna go, i'll still appear there.
i dont really have a choice, u peeps will drag me there!
the only chpt tt i really understand in bio is sexual reproduction.
-_-lll
which is abt the reproductive organs and stuff like tt. didnt went to school in the morning because i dont really feel like and i have stomach ache.
my parents get very suspicious of why i keep wanting to pon school.
they told me that they will to go to my school and find out what am i trying to run away from.
damn. i told them to go ahead. i even ask whether they want the names of all my teachers.
is like helloooo, everytime i manage to get an mc.
I admits that the three times i absent myself from school is not because that i'm seriously ill.
i just dont feel like going, not escaping from anything lah.
subconciously i wld fall quite sick and need to see the doc.
its largely psychology problem.
but the end point is that i'm still sick and anyway after i got the med and mc, i wld stay at home and rest.
so today, i was having a stomach ache and need to go to the toilet.
i knew if i go to the toilet, i will be late for school.
But i dont wanna suffer from the pain for the whole day, (i will nv excrete solid waste material in school toilet)
so i chose not to go to school.
somehow or other, i managed to curse myself and i fall really sick but still i went to school for the ss test.
i went in to the classroom after convincing myself tt i did nth wrong and shldnt be afraid of miss leow.
She super sacarstic
"if you are really sick, why can u take the test but absent urself from school"
I told her i'm still sick( i really am!)
damn damn damn, i regretted coming to sch, i shld just take the re-test.
-_-lll
she told me the school dont accept parents letter, only mc
so i spent twenty dollars to consult the doctor.
then to realise tt i got throat infection and some mild case of abdoment viral illness.
20bucks actually quite worth while since all my doubts are cleared (although my main purpose is to get the mc)
I asked him a lot of questions
for examples, why do i always have throat infection, why do i feel so tired after meals, issit okay not to blow out our mucus when we have running nose(i find it very unpleasant to blow nose, i rather fall very sick than blog my nose in the public)
anyway ger foo come to my house.
we supposed to study but end up talking.
i talked so much that my throat infection worsen.
I got the feeling that i will have fever tml.
tml got bio ssp =( oh and also my first bio tution
my dad is super super naggy so many couples i know broke up recently.
Theres just too much hidden tears, so many broken hearts.
Last week, i went out with her and we started confiding each other.
then to realise tt, i'm still so stuck and lost
while he is moving on well and leading a life tt i'm not familiar with.
I have become so weak, i even lost the courage to talk to him.
I was so scared.
I use to be so optimistic that one day time will heal the wound and i will forget him.
But dosent it takes too long already.
I'm only left with another 12days to forget him completely.
What if and what if 12days later, he is still on my mind..
I dont know how i will react and what will i do when i realise tt its 100days already and i still cannot forget him.
everything that i do reminds me of you...
when u're gone, deep inside my heart i'm missing you i nv fail to cut myself by accident(duh!) everytime when i attempt to cut mango!
i'm kind of fed up when my grandmother thinks i'm the kind of spoilt girl who dosent wash her own dishes.
argg.
and she goes.
"you will wash ur own dishes meh?"
i cannot stand it when ppl i know from work, keep thinking me as a spoilt ahlian
who dont study(i'm smarter than them loh), who dont know how to cook, a shopping queen and blah blah