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Friday, April 06, 2007 4/06/2007 10:39:00 AM / top

i'm so fascinated when sophia walked with the clutches!
she looked so cute.

its even more entertaining to see sophia jumping up or down the stairs.
I was there to witness everything yst
sophia wanted to hit me with her clutches because i laugh so much.
but too bad, she cant even walk properly.
nevertheless hit me?
i must emphasize tt sophia looked so much more adorable when her leg is injured.
I shall take photo with her.
=D
when sophia wants to go up the stairs.
she has to hold on to the railing and start jumping up step by step with one leg!
yst she had made a great achievement by jumping up step by step from first floor to third floor!
i gave her moral support by shouting
"pls call 1900 112 6868 to donate $5..."
she looked like she was in great pain but yet she was smiling.
i laughed so much that my tummy hurts and i had to squart down.
anyway anyway, sophia, although i keep laughing but i still care abt u, okay?
haha.
u must be convinced that jaslin is a very kind and nice person =D

This is the 62th day since i spent time with him.
Time so fast, i cant believe tt i didnt see him for 62 days already.
In this 62days i miss him so much that it has become a bad habit to think of him all day.
everything seems to remind me of him. Why do i still rmb his face so vividly, why is his presence still so strong? i once told my friend that the r/s btw both of us is so amazing. From two complete strangers, met, love at first sight, become couple then fall deeply in love with each other. I entered his life, a life that is so different from mine. When i came to know him better, i love him more and more. I fall in love again with his capability. He has so many commitments and yet he juggle everything so well. Its just sad that he love his buddies more than his gf. Gf is just so insignificant to him. Then from a couple, we become two strangers again. He lead his own life and i lead my own life.
I do admit that i dont know him well although i really wants to. We broke up so willingly. I feel so sad that he dont communicate much with me. The reason for the break up was that he had some seriously problems with the police. I'm so upset that during the time we are tgt, he dont even bother to share his problems with me. Just ignored me because he feels vex.I made him admit that he wants to break. I find it so meaningless to cont. the r/s and so it just finally came to an very final end. Not a very beautiful ending though.
62days ago, we are still so happy. I long for him for this 62days, But its true tt i'm so much better w/o him. I'm feeling so confused. If we really have another chance, what do i really want from him?
There are so many ppl who idolise him, who are attracted to him. I'm just so happen to one of them. Its not suprising that he dont cherish me. I came to knew that now he opens his heart to some of the ppl that idolise him so much so much, but i'll not be one of them?
I wonder and i wonder whether he still love me...