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so cheena =(
work of sophia
after craving for ramen for like millions of years.
and after telling xinyi million of times tt i wanna eat at ajisen whenever we took the escalator down to basement 1(j8). (look straight when u are taking the escalator down and u will know why i say that)
yst, i managed to pull my cousin to AJISEN.
crayfish ramen was like woah woah.
=D
anyway BHG having sales up till sunday
4/28/2007 10:51:00 AM / top
mishaps of sophia.(dosent she look extremely adorable with her clutches!)
guzheng
my cutie junior =D
ahahaha dionne.
my lovely xiao lao shu and xiao lao hu
i know look super cheena -_-lll
anyway, this junior of mine reminds me of samantha.
dont u agree tt she resemble how samantha looks like when she is secondary one.
the sacriest thing is that her gestures are similar to samantha too.
O_O i'm so anxious to pour out everything but blogger seems to take forever to load.
i have got so much to say, so this is going to be a very long post.
unfortunately guzheng ensemble clinched a silver.
When the person announced the result, i feel a sudden sadness but still very calm.
Two years ago, when we knew we got silver, i started crying like a baby already
But yst, i was still thinking in my heart that why were everyone so calm.
Then the next second, i realised tt we have let the seniors down.
I felt so guilty and ashamed of myself, i started crying after asking my junior whether i can cry..
The emotional changes all happened in the two mins.
when we walked past the entrance of singapore conference hall, images of what happened two years ago just came rushing to my mind.
Almost the performers including our instructors were crying.
we felt so unjust, we didnt get the gold tt we deserve.
But this year its different.
I cried not because we ddint manage to achieve what we wanted but because we let our dearest seniors down.
i'm so sorry.
especially constance, cherylnn and vanessa
They came to us one year back, with tears welling in their eyes.
Telling us that we must get back the gold and i promise them.
In the end, i still let them down.
Seniors, sorry.
Today, both xinyi and sophia never come.
I'm the only gz person left in class.
I was quite gloomy
my tears fall when we were singing national anthem
and somehow i found it so comical.
like i'm crying for the nation.
everytime because of some constraints, i have to force myself to stop crying or stop feeling sad.
Because i have to take attendance, i cannot cry anymore
Because my grp had to lead the class for PE, i cannot afford to feel emo.
Each time, after a few minutes, i will soon forget tt i'm sad.
Will it be evry weird if i change my tone to YAY!!!!
Its like finally the syf is over and i have more time to do the stuffs that i like!
seriously, i miss the mugging period with ger, kj,xy and more more more
lets mug tgt again okay?
[sudden lost for words]
erm...
then then,
i miss my friends that i know from expo.
I'm guilty conscious for not able to make it for the outings.
=(
i also miss my mos bgr friends.
Its a must to go out and take photos with friends tt are going ns before they shave their heads!
I'm gonna spend more time with my bitchy partner too.
=) we have planned to study tgt twice a week.
today we went to the coffee bean near chomp chomp to study.
I have been hating coffee for 6years and today i tried the iceblend.
Its kind of nice just that its quite expensive.
if i go coffeebean or starbuck twice a week, i will need to spend $12 a week
which is $48 per month.
more expensive than my handphone bills.
Under the influence of my cousin I have become a little anti-social.
I know u guys will go where got
but at least i'm not interested to make new friends.
I have been spending quite a lot of time with my cousin this few months and i tell u, she super anti-social.
i'm talking abt the cousin frm ex-zhss 5n1
She regards classmates as classmates and not friends.
haha.
To her, she only got three friends and she thinks that three gd buddies are enough.
At least she is sure tt she will keep contact with this three friends for all her life.
Somehow or other she manages to influence me a little indirectly.
but still i like my classmates a lot =D
alright, i'm contradicting myself.
maybe i shld say she manages to convince me that, having little friends is not a bad thing either.
[i have taken one hour to type this post but i'm not done yet!]
Next thing,
i feel very bad for being super mean to ppl that are really really very nice to me.
I tend to "mistreat" ppl that are concerned abt me.
The nicer they are, the more i cant help dao-ing them.
everytime after i dao them or said smth really sacarstic to my gdfriends
My heart will feel uneasy but i cant say sorry to them.
Now i'm trying really hard to be nicer to these ppl,
at least treat them like how i treat most of my friends.
actually the them only refers to two ppl
conclusion: pls dont be too too nice to me and nv "bootlick" me
shall cont typing another day. monday i'm gonna be so dead.
This morning i woke up late and didnt go to the bio ssp.
I wonder how is she going to punish me.
I bet she will be fuming mad when i tell her i overslept.
Anyway still rush to school for guzheng practice.
It has been so long since i become super hyper.
=D
Throughout the whole practice, i keep cracking lame jokes and smiling.
super enthu also.
Did i mention here that i realise i have become tanner.
A lot tanner than when i'm sec2
I still remember tt ppl keep telling me tt i'm very fair and buddy call me ms white(it meant to be an insult)
Sec1 movie under the stars (spirited away) qing said i really looked like ghost especially at night!
-_-lll
I wonder why did i become so tan all of a sudden especially my hand
now there is a huge contrast btw my hands and my thights
is like dark dark brown against light beige.
Dionne commented tt i look better and i use to look so lifeless tt she find it creepy to talk to me.
omg, do i really look like ghost last time?
People who want to lose weight shld it potato
A recent study conducted at the lowa State University has shown tt a protein present in potato s(potato proteinase inhibitor2) aids in weight loss. Though loaded with carbs, they are also chokeful of vitamin C, fibre, potassium and contain zero grams of fat.
reference from cleo mag
Dont be misleaded though, i think they meant boiled potato and not frenchfries or potato chips.
I still rmb the diasterous effect during the dec holiday when i ate too much potato chips.
and shucks, i just realise tt i finish the whole pack of potato chips yst.
guess i shld really cut down on my potato chips intake.
but but the chips i ate yst is cholesterol free.. whee.
and it has a very rich potato taste.
yummy!!
ppl go buy fairprice potato chips light salted flavour.
This is the 77th day already.
I guess he has gotten over it long ago.
He even remove the friendster profile tt i did for him.
When will the day come..
the day tt i will stop missing him.
His friendster photos gave me a giddy lifting feeling. HELLO HELLO HELLO
i'm so glad its friday already.
Finally can take a little break.
=D
wahahaha...
Wednesday i was so guilty that previous night i'm still not able to wake up to study.
I feel kind of depress for the whole morning.
After school i suddenly become damn hiong and super motivated.
I went to libaray with some ppl and studied till 6plus.
I continue to study when i reached home and slept at 2am.
i'm so hardworking right!
If only that motivation can last for the whole year.
But the next day during examination, i felt very restless.
Dont be mistaken, wednesday i was studying history and not for the chi paper one exam.
=D
The essay question is on 灯.
after the paper, i realise tt i wrote out of point.
u see
光 in english is light
灯 in english is also light
When i saw the question, subconciously i translated it into english
then i got mix up and write abt 光 instead of 灯.
But dosent really matter, i screw up all the tests and exams this term.
That is only one of them
Somehow i will lose concentration during the tests and my mind will start wandering ard.
when i see my e math results, i started laughing.
From A1 become undergrade.
-_-lll
The worst thing is tt the paper freaking easy.
during the test, my phone suddenly vibrate then i got very distracted which in turn resulted in the kana sia results.
4more days to syf.
4 more days to gain back my freedom =D
my dad is super super suepr naggy. there is either something wrong with my tagboard or computer.
and i just realized that my blog looks terrible when i used firefox instead of internet explorer.
i got the feeling tt in less than one month my computer will spoil.
arg, nvm.
these days i'm so into guzheng.
It suppose to be a gd thing but i'm not practising the syf songs.
It sucks when u have to play the same two songs for like more than half a year?
each day, i'm more and more determine to get my grade six after o lvl.
uh yes, guzheng do have grading exam.
=D
After syf is over and guzheng gets gold(we will get gold!)
I will have more time to study.
But base on my character, i think i will sleep instead of study.
No matter how much i wanted to study, i always end up sleeping.
I become quite famous for sleeping a lot and my weird sleeping pattern
And because of this, my social life is getting worse.
Last year, i talked on the phone everyday.
But now, ppl cant reach me.
When they sms me or call me, i'll be soundly asleep
at 3am when i wake up, only the usual one or two ppl i know from outside is awake.
hardly anyone schooling is awake at that time.
Thats not a bad thing actually, my hp bill is a lot cheaper.
Its not worth it to spend so much on hp bills lah(targeting to yellow sulphur)
some random photos
4/15/2007 11:54:00 AM / top
Yst after gz, went to far east plaza with huangxinyi aka yellow sulphur.I realised tt i lost interest in shopping, i'm too pre-occupied with cca and studies tt i forgot the joy of shopping.
i shall bury myself with books and more books!
We end up buying nothing but spent quite a lot on food.
Xinyi came to my hse after the "shopping" trip and we started meddling with guzheng.
and after practicing for ard half an hour or more, we came out with......
we are playing the same song with xinyi playing the left hand part and me playing the right hand part...
the emotional rides of crazy HUANGXINYI. (publish with permisson)
*watch finish the whole video
there is smth wrong with my tagboard and i cant tag.
anyway anon u win =D
u have successfully annoy me and i cant figure out who are u.
if classifying me under liar or what faker makes u happy, go ahead then.
you can convince urself tt i'm such a powerful liar tt i can lie over my non-existance bf from dec till now.
the world will have another happy person.
yeah. CHEERS! HELLO PPL =D
today is friday the thirteen, but not as bad as i thought.
i only got three new cuts and screw up part of the o lvl chem practical.
Today could have been worst if there is lit test.
yst, our lit teacher (nv ever type teachers' name on ur blog, cause they do read students' blog!)
informed us that there will be a lit test the next day.
The whole class tried so hard to convince her to postpone it and we keep emphasizing that there is real O LVL PRACTICAL EXAM the next day.
Is either she dont get it or she pretend not to care.
With our chem teacher support, the few of us went to look for our lit teacher agained after sch.
It takes a lot of courage. normally ppl see her will run and we actually went to look for her
chem teacher reminded us not to laugh when we talked to her and to act kelian.
three of us were so tensed up,heart thumping like mad!
it was a big challenge to "bargain" with our lit teacher aka DM.
especially when she is so gd in debating.
I dont think i want to describe what happen here, if u are really curious, ask me in sch!
in the end she did postpone the test.
this morning, i was cutting out the wu zun article for my junior as she requested.
because of this, i was almost late for school.
why these days so many ppl are crazy over wu zun? LOL tang yuzhe is so much prettier.
Everyone has flaws, including myself. As good friends, we bear with it and accept each other weakness. This is the o lvl period and its understandable if one has pms and let it out on urself. Goodfriends will try not to be bother too much over the person bad temper and get over with it.
Truth is always hurting, sometimes i wonder whether shld one tell a particular person that she shld learn to control her temper because it is getting worse and worse. But as goodfriends, they shld learn to be tolerance and tolerate their friends' moodswing. Another thing, that person will bound to get hurt or hate u because of ur "complains".
To tell or not to tell?
Worst still, if it is so serious that everyone notices it and all her gdfriends keep quiet, not knowing what to do.
If we dont tell tt particular person abt controlling her temper, she will lose more and more friends.
But what if we know tt the bad temper person will be ruder to u or even hate you because of what u tell her. Will u still remind her abt her moodswing?
to tell or not to tell? anon is so outdated, oh pls pls pls. LOL.
if u want to insult ppl, get ur facts right first.
if insulting me make u feels better than urself, continue pls. haha
eyeliner from chameleon. gosh, can u tell me who told u that, so i can laugh at her too?
if i didnt guess wrongly, the person who told u this, use to mistook eyeliner as mascara
and used my eyeliner pencil trying to lengthen her eyelashes.
thats like so OMG.
talking abt eyeliner, i recommand "Khol & Contour" The brand is BOURJOIS.
super smooth =D
although the price is a little steep, but its definately worth it.
qing, if u buying eyeliner, buy this!
The other two eyeliners i used to have is missa and fasio.
For "begginers" its better to buy missa(missha?) eyeliner.
The price is more reasonable and u need a lot of practice before stepping out of ur house.
(hey hey, i bought the missa eyeliner with qing)
as for fasio, three words, not worth it.
ppl who have big eyes pls dont use liquid eyeliner.
ur eyes will look very fake.
I'm not an expert or anything, just some personal opinions =D
one thing i really really dont understand.
whats so twit and lian abt me?
my language, the way i speak, how i take photo?
prove it to me anon before u spout nonsence and once again disgrace urself.
but its okay if u really want to disgrace urself so i can laugh at u. =D
oh and my friends can laugh at u too.
that makes us even more happy.
lao chai gave us "motivation talk" today.
and she makes studying seems so easy.
Surprisingly, i'm motivated by her. She even gave us tips on how to study and get A1!
i strive to be a nerd and score well for my o lvl.
I'm going to be very busy for this few weeks =(
with all the tests, o lvl and guzheng syf!
will notbe updating very often.
shld i remove the tagboard?
I'll always be so tempted to on the comp to blog and reply tags and most of all to be entertained by anon. haha
tml got gz performance, i'm quite sure anon will stare at me to find faults.
let me thank you for ur special attention first!
4e4 netball girls jiayou too.
ahhhh.. i ran 14.16min for 2.4km
I was desperate for a hair cut.
This morning at 10.30am, i went to the salon.
The hairstylist was so unproffesional, she just snap the hair here and there and she called it done.
If i did not direct her, my hair will even be like no much difference
But since the shop is located at neighbourhood area, i dont expect much lah.
I wanted to cut my hair real short, but still it didnt turn out to be very short.
I met my father when i was on my way home.
and he gave me the scowl looked and said "I thought u went to have ur hair cut, how come no difference at all."
so disheartening.
On monday, can someone just come up to me and tell me that my hair look a lot shorter than before(even if u really dont think so)
My mum wants my cousin to cut my hair for me
Cause i used to make a big fuss everytime i went to some neighbourhood salon to have my hair cut
and my family realises that i will keep my mouth shut, if my cousin cuts my hair for me.
I went to her for hair cut quite frequently
But never a time, i went to the same salon twice.
She change her job like changing clothes.
Currently she is working at some salon at ps.
A hair cut will cost a bomb.
(but i guess my mum will be willing to pay for it to keep my mouth shut -_-lll)
She dont believe when i told her on the phone just now tt i dont really care if my hair will turn out ugly or what.
i just bloody hell want a hair cut.
I guess our discipline mistress has successfully managed to brain wash me into thinking that looking good in sch dosent really matter.
DM said our class is the vainest in the whole level.
This is so wrong lah!
I shall forgive DM since she told the class tt if ppl pin up their hair like jeryl, youwen or me, u will nv be picked by her!
=D
see, i'm neat!
Last wednesday and thursday have been so embarrassing.
When i have to tell ppl that i did not have a lip piercing, its a bloody big pimple!
gosh.
some one in my class even scold me for not squeezing the pimple like she told me to do so.
even DIAO me loh!
what the hell.
Maybe if i really did not, she has the small tiny little weeny right to scold me(although i dont know why she will wants to)
but i already told her i did squeeze it!
i'm very inexperience with pimples okay, and to squeeze a big pimple is like....
what if i'm disfigure...
i super bushuang okay.
even if she is concern abt me, she has no right to scold me then diao me and walked off!
count herself lucky that i didnt flare up and ignore her for the rest of the days.
This is not the first time that she scold me for nothing already!
and other ppl did tell her that i dont like it and she has gone too far.
i wanna scold vulgar and i shall say
FUCK LAH. last time apologise to me, now u do the same thing again.
Next time if she do it again, i will just walk away.
I dont care if ppl say i'm petty or what.
I dont care if she shout out loud tt i'm a bloody ass hole or what(typical fo her)
fuck fuck fuck. sec1 keep bullying me, now still like that.
If u are not my gdfriend, i will slap u hard already.
knsccbfffffffffff.
i'm so pissed off =(
anyway most of the time i still love her lah.
but but but ppl u must be convinced tt i'm bloody hell angry with her now.
(at least for now i am)
anyway, i recommand CLEAN & CLEAR ACNE SPEED CLEARING GEL!
very effective! i'm so fascinated when sophia walked with the clutches!
she looked so cute.
its even more entertaining to see sophia jumping up or down the stairs.
I was there to witness everything yst
sophia wanted to hit me with her clutches because i laugh so much.
but too bad, she cant even walk properly.
nevertheless hit me?
i must emphasize tt sophia looked so much more adorable when her leg is injured.
I shall take photo with her.
=D
when sophia wants to go up the stairs.
she has to hold on to the railing and start jumping up step by step with one leg!
yst she had made a great achievement by jumping up step by step from first floor to third floor!
i gave her moral support by shouting
"pls call 1900 112 6868 to donate $5..."
she looked like she was in great pain but yet she was smiling.
i laughed so much that my tummy hurts and i had to squart down.
anyway anyway, sophia, although i keep laughing but i still care abt u, okay?
haha.
u must be convinced that jaslin is a very kind and nice person =D
This is the 62th day since i spent time with him.
Time so fast, i cant believe tt i didnt see him for 62 days already.
In this 62days i miss him so much that it has become a bad habit to think of him all day.
everything seems to remind me of him. Why do i still rmb his face so vividly, why is his presence still so strong? i once told my friend that the r/s btw both of us is so amazing. From two complete strangers, met, love at first sight, become couple then fall deeply in love with each other. I entered his life, a life that is so different from mine. When i came to know him better, i love him more and more. I fall in love again with his capability. He has so many commitments and yet he juggle everything so well. Its just sad that he love his buddies more than his gf. Gf is just so insignificant to him. Then from a couple, we become two strangers again. He lead his own life and i lead my own life.
I do admit that i dont know him well although i really wants to. We broke up so willingly. I feel so sad that he dont communicate much with me. The reason for the break up was that he had some seriously problems with the police. I'm so upset that during the time we are tgt, he dont even bother to share his problems with me. Just ignored me because he feels vex.I made him admit that he wants to break. I find it so meaningless to cont. the r/s and so it just finally came to an very final end. Not a very beautiful ending though.
62days ago, we are still so happy. I long for him for this 62days, But its true tt i'm so much better w/o him. I'm feeling so confused. If we really have another chance, what do i really want from him?
There are so many ppl who idolise him, who are attracted to him. I'm just so happen to one of them. Its not suprising that he dont cherish me. I came to knew that now he opens his heart to some of the ppl that idolise him so much so much, but i'll not be one of them?
I wonder and i wonder whether he still love me... hey hey,
i would like to thank jieying for passing me my bio file, bio notebk and bio wb yst
=D thanks a million
and credit to qt too, for helping jieying to carry my extrememly heavy file to the bus interchange.
and not forgetting my monitor, jonathan! for teaching me bio although he damn tired.
i will try my very best to pass my bio.
my bio and chem foundation really kanasia.
after jont teach me, i realised that whatever notes i took down is so wrong.
no wonder i always fail my test.
i got E8 for bio!
haha.
but the average marks for bio for our class is only 40plus.
after the two ppl besides me in bio class have to shift their seats
i'm left all alone behind the last row
i'm so lonely lahh...
nobody to talk to =(
miss leow shifted sherry right to the front.
and she wanted to shift me to the back(cause i'm a gd student!)
and being such a nice person, i volunteer to accompany sherry and sit right behind her instead.
then to realise tt,
i will not be able to do my hw during lessons anymore.
its so front!
if amanda didnt tell me, i wont realise tt i use to sit at that place last year too.
and u know u know, last time i was so lonely down there.
i almost bored too death until the teacher shifted me to the back.
i'm nowhere near finish studying my bio test.
shit shit shit. yst, my super talkative nephew and very quiet cousin came to my house.
they are two huge contrast man.
so after digging out fish net, containers, science bk and blah blah
we headed to bishan park one.
that was a life science trip that i planned for my primary one nephew!
so nice of me right!
=D
so we caught tadpoles and fishes in the pond.
it was freaking tiring.
my twenty years old cousin and i enjoyed ourselves more than my nephew did at the playground.
both of us deprieve of childhood..
when we reahed home, the organisms died already.
it was like less than two hours and they died?
alright, i'm a murderer.
i bet my bitchy partner will want to charge me to court for attempting to kill her hibiscus flower and now killed another ten tadpoles and two small fishes unintentionally.
went chomp chomp at night to have our dinner.
i finally understand my cousin fear when she said she dont wanna eat with my nephew.
the way he gobble down all the food(plus our portions) he really do look like he hadnt eaten for ten days.
and considering the two plates of beehoon he ate in the afternoon,
omg, i think he didnt eat for twenty days already.
i slept for three hours when i reached home and only started doing my hw at 2am.
so i pia like crazy, in the end still didnt manage to finish everything.
slept for another 20minutes before preparing for sch.
when i woke up, i got tummy ache.
and i was freaking tired so decided not to go to sch.
went to polyclinic.
while waiting for my turn to see the doctor,
i reminisce the previous visit to the polyclinic
and i was still quite traumatised by it.
this time, the doctor did asked whether i'm pregnant also.
but he is so much friendlier.
gosh, do i really look like i'm pregnant?
i promise to only have sex when i wanna marry the guy or smth!
the thought of getting pregnant is really scaring me.
slept for six hours when i reached home, right now i'm still very very tired.
so i shld sleep more
night