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Sunday, February 25, 2007 2/25/2007 11:16:00 AM / top

and once again i have fallen down.
its simply terrible.

my heart is screaming for help, my heart is crying.
i want to forget everything abt him.

buddy is right, the ultimate person tt will get hurt is still me.

maybe all these are retribution.
RETRIBUTION

if i have a choice, i'll choose not to meet him, him and him

enough of all these treatments.
i'm not a doll, dont just chuck me aside after u are tired of me

yst night, i swear to myself tt i will forget them completely,
erase them from my memory.
treat it that i have nv met them before

and i'm so heartbroken, hurt all over again.

but still i'm glad tt i'm leading this type of life.
isnt life all abt going through obstacles and growing up?
each time i fall down and pick myself up
i grew stronger.

maybe now is not the time to love.
and i dont think i'll want to be in love for quite some time.
all this while, my defination of love haven change at all.
to love is to get hurt.

i dont need any help, i can mend my own broken heart.
dont have to feel sorry me, tell me how strong i am being instead =D

i wanted so much to hate them but i cant bring myself to it.

"isnt hate merely the results of wounded love"
-jlc