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eat too much chocolates =(
spend the whole day at my uncle's house.
the kids play with the cute puppy,
my cousins and aunt play mahjong.
and i just sit and watch them play.
-_-lll
because i got nth in particular to do, i started eating and drinking
eat and drink, eat and drink, non-stop
i was already bloated before having dinner.
everyone starts asking me, why i'm not eating.
I'm so sick of repeating the same thing,
in the end bo bian still must eat.
after dinner, still got dessert
after dessert still got cake.
0_0
my auntie asked me whether i got bf.
i said "no". (i'm honest. haha)
and she goes "you ren zui ni ma?"
(any boy woo-ing you?)
LOL.
i shook my head.
then she said "fifteen too young"
i smile at her and say "okay okay what"
even if i got bf i also wont admit
-_-lll
new year resolutions
-i wanna be monitress =D but i wont have the courage to raise up my hand if the teacher asks for volunteers. dont laugh at me, okay? i really wanna be monitress. firstly i think that zhss tie is nice. Its challenging to be a graduating chairman and confirm can receive better testimonials.
I can present my lovely speech during graduation day too!
aiya, but i know nobody will nominate me anyway.
-study hard! try my best to get 10points for L1R5. I shall pull someone to my house every sat to mug with me!
-err... attend all cca practice?
-go home straight after school.
-stay away from computer.
-eat more tomato and less potato chips
-be nicer to my friends
-not to rely too much on handphone and no more midnight phone call.
i'll off my phone when i slp. the radiation kills a lot of my brain cells already.
-Sleep eight hours everyday
-its okay not to pay attention in class(haha)
-dont spend too much time on eating
-go jogging every week
-no more shoppings when sch re-open
-smile at the bitch every time i see her
=)
12/31/2006 12:45:00 AM / top
went to tampines ikea and courts.My mum bought a cheapo printer,
told her not to buy but she still insist of buying it.
-_-lll
I carried that damn printer ard shopping for 3hours.
lets curse the printer
@#$%^&
I spend most of my day tidying my room!
must get prepare for 2007 =)
I'm now left with my messy study table.
too tired to tidy up anyway.
i dont understand whats the table doing in my room.
i dont do my hw there.
Througout the years i get a lot of scolding from my dad because of this table.
shall curse the table
@#$%^&^&
Gonna spend my night in my brother's room,
can't stand the table!
I hate the printer, I hate the table!
but i love my bed ^_^
shall confess to my bed later.
*shy*
going to come out with newyear resolution later!
to
to
this going to be my new water bottle!!
my mum thinks that i'm crazy.
haha.
not mature enough? --------------------------------
(dont waste ur time reading if u're not from 4e4! pls scroll down)
I ask Mr Poh abt 4e4 form teachers already.
He said cannot tell too many ppl.
I guess not much ppl visit my blog so shld be alright to annouce here
4e4 form teachers- Miss Yvoone Leow
i shall post her photo if i manage to find it in the sch website
She teach math.
*pray hard tt she dont teach both a math and e math*
i dont wanna see the same teacher for so long.
and Mr Keith Wong
new teacher from RJC.
He should be teaching us lit.
Dont be too shocked!
xinyi still cant accept the fact that our lit teacher will not be miss ow.
But come to think of it.
He used to teach JC lit in a smarty sch- raffles jc!
so he shld be quite good.
lets just hope tt he is not too boring.
-------------------------------------
after doing project at amanda's house.
I went expo alone and i alight at the wrong stop.
I was in the middle of nowhere but in the end still manage to find my way w/o any help.
Was suppose to meet my damn buddy.
I waited so long for him, in the end he decide not to turn up.
-_-lll
before that i was already super pissed with him for smth that he think its not his fault.
bloody hell.
Glad that he didnt come anyway,
or else i'll have to waste my breathe to lecture him.
Fortunately, my nicey friend decided to accompany me
=D he suppose to be working.
I told him i feel very insecure and scared, dont wanna wander ard alone.
so when His boss call, he said that he is in the toilet.
we went bk fair and have dinner together.
half an hour later, his boss call again and he said he is still in the toilet doing business.
then his boss started scolding a string of vulgar.
#$%^&*()*&^
the whole situation is just very comical.
So after that i went down to orchard(again!) alone to visit a not very adorable person.
wanted to go shopping but can't find anyone to accompany me.
I'm afraid that if this goes on, I'll become a loner so decided not to shop anyway.
shopping alone is very very very boring!
went home after buying a tie and kfc ultimate meal!
haha.
expo is having a camera sales ^_^
anyone wanna go expo with me ? Went shopping for bags with my buddy today.
We walked around suntec city, marina square and raffles city
then took a train down to heeren.
I dont understand whats so nice abt crumpler.
It dont look cool to me, its so common and its freaking expensive.
My buddy claims that crumpler looks gd and ah beng dont carry crumpler.
And so he spend $159bucks on a crumpler.
I manage to convince him to take the orange and brown stripes crumpler rather than the plain black one.
Initially we went to the raffles city outlet then i pull him to somerset
because the crumpler shop there is a lot bigger, more spacious.
ohh. and there is a 10% discount at heeren crumpler.
lucky him =D
The promoter tt serve us when we were at raffles city also went down to heeren outlet.
LOL. he serve us agained and he goes
"Both of u were at raffles just now!"
by the time we leave heeren, it was quite late already.
But i insisted on going far east plaza and he didnt wanna go.
So i let him go home first and went shopping alone
=D
I finally bought a bag for sch
The brandless bag cost 60bucks.
and i took the display one.
now i'm staring at the bag, wonder whats so great abt it.
One of my reasons of buying this bag is because i'm quite sure that no one else in zhss will have this bag.
I dont wanna have the same things as anyone.
Its so embarrassing.
I regretted buying that adidas jacket.
I saw that jacket in almost every shopping mall I went.
i just feels so weird
-_-lll
hopefully i dont see anyone with that jacket when i'm wearing it.
I got the phoebia of seeing ppl having the same stuffs as me.
The chances are very low though.
The jacket looks ugly and i dont think many ppl will buy it.
but i like it.
EYE OF THE BEHOLDER =)
ahhhhh..my buddy said he gonna change the crumpler to the plain black one tmr.
*drop dead*
12/28/2006 12:39:00 PM / top
yst i slack and slept for the whole day.hoping that i'll have energy to study for the whole midnight.
and u know what, i didnt study again.
(and i know u guys will go, not surprising)
my buddy call me at a wrong time.
i told him i give him only 5minutes cause i really need to study.
but we end up having emo talks.
till two, three am if i'm not wrong.
stop guessing, my buddy is rayson soh.
i know a lot of ppl may have very bad impression of him
think of him as a flirt, cheat girls feeling, give false hopes, cause best friends to turn to enemy, blah blah blah...
i dont denied these facts (opps..)
I must clarified that there is nth fishy going btw us
and we're really good buddies.
somehow its stronger than friendship, stronger than love..
But too bad, there is no chemistry btw us.
We dont feel the love. so stop thinking that we are steading or whatever
We talk almost everyday for one year plus,
so i know everything btw him and every girl.
uh huh, dont be shocked or embarrassed
Dont worry, i'll keep my mouth tight.
My purpose today is to try to save him some face.
But its okay, if u still have ultra bad impression of him.
i'm just doing my part.
I dont type this out of the blue,
someone have did smth, u know who u are.
blah blah blah
As you know he already graduate from zhss,
He told me he dont want to have anything to do with zhss anymore
so when he comes back to get results, pls try not to pin point at him.
1-Like i said before, a lot of ppl think that he is a flirt
but u can't denied the fact that, girls approach him first.
2-Cheat girls feeling and give false hopes.
I dislike him for that too, if i'm not wrong his mum already lecture him.
He is now repentance but I can't stop you from hating him.
3-cause friends to turn enemies
This is gonna be the last time i talked abt this.
I shall sum everything up
actually, rayson is at fault, i'm to be blame,
and deanna is at fault too.
ppl, dont ever try to patch deanna and me up.
I hate her.
i'll wail like a baby right on the spot, so dont.
The day after when joycelyn confronted me,
rayson call me and told me to apologise to deanna
i was freaking piss, at that time i felt that
deanna shld be the one at fault but now he is asking me to apologise.
Like i mention before, deanna said she will commit suicide if she lose to me.
I'm like nth
she probably felt that she is prettier, more talented than me, I can't be compare to her in terms of studies and sports.
I knew that i'm partly to be blamed for her actions and stuffs so I kind of tried to forget abt it.
and now I can't believe that I actually have the intention to forgive her.
I tried to talk to her nicely on msn at then,
and she said "what u bushuang abt, sho zai ask ur bf come"
see ppl, i tried already.
because of these two sentences, i hate her.
what more, ppl still keep asking me to forgive her and be understanding.
especially RAYSON SOH LI SHENG.
and i hate her even more
yst he said, he want me to approach dea and shake hand with her.
He want to solve the prob but he can't contact dea so i shld make the first move.
Rayson has the intention of solving the problem.
(i'm trying to be sacarstic)
though i told him so many times that dont ever ask me to apologise to dea.
he can't get this right into his brain and i've already lost count on how many times i hang up his call because of this.
and Rayson's mum wants me to patch up with dea too.
But after that ray claimed that i didn tell him tt she said "so zai ask u bf come lah"
or else he will nv ask me to patch up with her.
i cried hell lot when we were chatting yst.
so ironic, i didn even cry much when i broke up with my bf.
conclusion: dont patch me and dea up
too bad i feel that i've sufficient reasons to hate her.
w/o rayson i'll still dislike her.
Its not entirely ray's fault
i've got my pride too, so let me say this for the one last time, dont patch me and dea up.
My "adorable" nephew, Darren.
He always bully me.
hit my butt, wrestle me, beat me, sit on me.
guess what, i always have to shout for my mum or aunt to save me.
*no face*
Darren is very strong, i wont even bother to fight back.
sob. not forgetting to mention that he is OVERWEIGHT!
In order not to be seen as a weakling or a bully,
and to make sure my blood vessels dont burst....
i have my own unique ways of dealing him.
-I'll let him beat all he want until he get bored.
-Use my cousin as my shield
-Kids below ten dont understand sacarsm.
Darren, u are so "cute"!!! (in a very sacarstic tone)
"huh?!?"
the new amk shopping mall will be opened tmr!
(trying to sound excited)
there will be a better cinema to compete with jubilee engwah!
Read from the papers that,
the first 1000 customers that spend 50bucks will get a free gift!
kaisu aunties!
grab them...
shall end off with him!
my life is full of ups and downs, not to mention that its exciting too.i'm not crazy or sadistic.
if i have a choice, i'll still choose to lead my type of life.
you did that right in my face and somehow it made me feels that u're trying to convey some messages to me.
and i got the messages.
the same thing is happening again
in the same month.
they steal my heart, make me feel tt i'm so much in love.
then threw my heart away.
normally when smth terrible happen to me.
i will just cry, let everything out and ignore it.
but this is smth, i can't ignore.
and sad to say, my heart didnt wanna let out these emotions.
i have got my own pride
i'm not those type of girls that will cling on to the boy for ages
cry, make a big fuss, go into depression or threaten to commit suicide
i did try my best to get my boy back.
i tried already.
right now i'm exhuasted.
it made me realise tt even if i have him back
i'll still get those cold treatments from him.
so whats the point.
and i'm too naive to think tt with the other him, i can forget everything very quickly.
then to realise tt i'm insignificant.
love comes and go
no point brooding over it.
i'm not gonna wallow in self pity
i give up, really.
thanks people, i know all of you are concern about me.
But when u haven chat with me for a very long time and want to know how i am going on
pls dont start the conversation with
"how things are going on?" "hows life now?"
"are you feeling better?" "are you alright now?"
cause i dont know how to answer you.
and i'll always be saying the same thing
"i'm still alive."
Most importantly, it reminds me of the old problems i used to have,
all the obstacles i faced
and the new challenges i'm facing now.
the never ending problems.
i guess i still have to move on no matter what.
like i always say "the only think to be happy is tt i'm still alive!"
lovey dovey
sweet!!
besties!
lets play hide and seek! i hide...
and i hide too...
12/26/2006 10:00:00 AM / top
Mr Poh: yo!!Mr Poh:merry xmas!
TOMATO: MERRY CHRISTMAS =D
TOMATO: do u have any idea who will be 4e4 form teacher?
Mr Poh:should be a new teacher
TOMATO:GOSH
TOMATO:if its a new teacher, we can appeal for you already
Mr Poh: together with a senior teacher
Mr Poh: no , he is not a entire new teacher
Mr Poh: came from other school de =)
TOMATO: GOSH
TOMATO: its a he
TOMATO: dont tell me its mr ong?
TOMATO: ahhhh
Mr Poh: haha, u will find out on first day of school
Mr Poh: more fun like tat mah
TOMATO: which means confirm not miss yam?
Mr Poh: dont think so
Mr Poh: he more handsome than me lah, dun worry
TOMATO:just tell me whether issit mr ong?
TOMATO:he teach what subject
TOMATO:issit mr ong?
Mr Poh: not mr ong lah, i will noe next week =) the finalized one
Mr Poh: as in when i go back on the 28th
TOMATO: phew... not mr ong can already
Mr Poh: u HATE him so much meh!
Mr Poh: hahaa if i tell u is me leh?
TOMATO: i dont mind, nt mr ong can already
---end of conversation---
*class lets jump for joy*
our form teacher will not be mr ong!
note: its not only me tt dont like mr ong.
the whole class dislike him.
(in case he see this as personal acttack, later he find principal again)
tsk tsk.
i forgot to ask my poh, whether our chem teacher will be mr ong!
i can't stand the way mr ong speaks lah, cant blame me.
i'll get irritated by him easily
and rashes will starts to appear on my neck
see, its the phoebia of mr ong!
mr ong:class... do you understand
-pause-
-pause-
-pause-
mr ong: class
-pause-
mr ong: do you understand or not
who will ever understand what u're talking.
and sometimes the lesson got so bored
i'll start asking him a lot a lot of questions for fun.
and he'll always say.
"thats a very good question.."
-pause-
then smile to himself retarderly.
sch re-opening soon.
which means its time to buy tidbits and bread, not forgetting sweets!
breakfast taste nicer when its consume during lesson and in class
=)
70% of the peeps sitting behing the class, eat during lessons!
see, i'm not the only one.
and we nv got caught.
is either the teachers are blind (cause its pretty obvious) or they can't be bother.
zhonghua is a girl sch.
*nod nod*
i dont understand why the sch always appoint male to be our form teachers
when theres only 6boys in the class.
and everyday during assembly,
the male teacher will have to check the attire of 31 girls
he will have to look at us!
mr poh is okay lah, cause he dont have the cheeko look.
but everytime when he is spot-checking
he will shake his head when he sees me.
.....
maybe i'm his esctacy -_-lll its now 25dec06!
02.36am
MERRY CHRISTMAS PEEPS =)
met my cousin at tpy mrt,
brought 11.35pm deathnotetwo tickets
and went to her house.
the stupid elton reached too early
because of him, we've to walk all the way back to tpy central right after i put my bag down.
as plan, we had our dinner at tpy mos bgr.
i must say tt the service there is not up to standard
elton and my cousin almost threw me out of singapore because i complaint too much.
but i really think tt their service very lousy!
firstly the staffs are not friendly enough
secondly the strawberry milkshake the crew made sucks
the taste is too bland- nv put enough syrup
she didnt blend it well.
by right, she shld have blend till no syrup can be seen
thirdly, another crew tt serve me, didn bother to give me a tray to put my drink and tag and he forgot abt the straw
he shld also have lifted the tray up for me
thats what i was taught when i work at nac mos.
fourthly, the crew did not repeat the orders when she serve the food.
and not forgetting tt the crew did not bother to give me a carrier when i bought the bear
gosh, did u expect me to carry the bear with my bare hands??
she shld have at least ask whether i need a carrier!
alright, i think i'm qualified enough to be a customer service manager.
because elton came too early, we have 3hours to spare
these 3hours were boring boring.
i told elton to sms him and asked whether he is at pub
right then, we were at the mac below the pub.
i can't believe my ears when elton told me tt he invited cousin and i to the pub too,
i thought theres some hope to our relationship.
.
the ciaggarate smell was suffocating
after much struggling outside the pub,
we finally went in.
guess what
he totally ignored me ,
as if i'm invisible
as if he dont know me.
haizz...
anyway went to watch deathnote after tt.
the movie not bad
it ends at 1.55am
duration: two hours and twenty minutes
not including trailers and advertisment.
he die die also dont wanna answer my questions.
not even a "dont know".
i shall bug him for a few more days
hopefully he will give me a answer.
dosent matter whether is it a positive or negative answer.
i just want a answer.
a girl will be all willing to lose her self-worth when she is in love...
and i dont know why i'm struggling for. if i keep allowing my emotions to take over me,
it will take forever to finish my hw
going to my cousin's house later
spending my night over there.
i'm still thinking of what to buy for my not very cute nephew
candy and chocolates are out
he overweight already.
hehe.
here are my plans for today.
have dinner at mos bgr
(hopefully my aunt dont cook)
get the bears.
catch a movie(probably death note.)
or go k-box
wander ard tpy central.
buy presents.
and wish ppl merry christmas at 12am
i better get going.
and once again
MERRY CHRISTMAS!!
12/24/2006 03:51:00 PM / top
jay chou - hidden trackvery lame show
12/24/2006 03:05:00 PM / top
i think i just make theking very bushuang.boy, i dont mean it.
the thought tt i'm going to lose u or anyone, really scares me.
who can understand the fear of losing someone....
jaychou songs make me so emo now.
maybe everything will be fine after crying.
cry and forget.
thats the way.
terrible christmas eve as expected.
12/24/2006 01:37:00 PM / top
i still rmb last year horrible christmas eve experience at orchard.=(
this year christmas eve gonna be as horrible too.
i'm now stuck at home doing my homework.
ohh.. its such a pleasure doing hw.
-_-lll
if only he chose to hold back,
we'll be spending christmas eve together.
i bet he'll not even think of me today.
he has got his buddies and friends
and they'll probably be having fun,
spending the night and celebrating in tpy pub.
if he chose to hold back,
we'll already be troubling over what to give each other for christmas.
and now he will not even bother to wish me merry christmas...
i have become so insignificant.
i think christmas is kind of meaningless
unless u're spending it with someone precious. 2006
memories never to be forgotten.
mugging at mos
my bedside table =)
nephew
my boyfriend
<3 href="http://photobucket.com/" target="_blank">mummy and boyfriend at library!
suppose to be studying but end up playing with ulric's cards
my besties and bitchy partner.
taken at far east plaza neoprint shop
wild. primary schmate
sneakers i paint
after dea's party
spastic. LOL.
mugging at bishan cc
baking of cookies, cip project
kana force to take photo with me!
i love kj!
@ bishan library.
this is the funny one.
lol.
try figure out who are these ppl.
mushroom's hand.
TOMATO!
my trademark.
bishan library @ 10am.
i went to library almost everyday during the september 1 week holiday.
hardworking huh?
tatoo-ing
panzy with fire extinguisher
birthday presents from daddy aka panzy
after rollerblading
sherry =)
pakmeng
fashion competition
pasir ris beach.
jont cleaning up
joyluckclub
working mates
10days at expo
tomato and stupid king.
lol
cousin!
grandmother
2e3 chalet
nac mos
lucify
superband finale
miss lam
3e4
literature evening
punk.
lost in chinatown
2e3rians in 3e4
my birthday
sec3 guzheng. i love them
xiao lao hu.favourite junior
xiao lao shu. favourite junior
=) pretty babes
k-box
mummy and me
all these photos are taken by my lousy 1.3mega pixel handphone camera.
who is willing to sponser me a digital camera?
i'm gonna capture 2007 =)