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Thursday, November 09, 2006 11/09/2006 09:29:00 PM / top

i realise smth, ppl can control their facial expression but not the feelings from the heart.

these three days have been really terrible for me.
blow after blow.
three consecutive big blow.
i dragged myself to sch today
i've no more energy left to walk or settle anything.
everyday i'll just find out another hurtful truth or face another problem.

if i have the chance or choice, i'll want to settle the first problem
and clear the misunderstanding...
but as more and more problems came surpressing me
i've decided to let go of everything.
too many misunderstandings.
too much for me to handle
i'm gonna lose so many precious.....
but what can i do now?
three problems, three blow.
it'll take me at least 3months to get over each prob, if it came seperately.
and unluckily, they chose the wrong time to bomb me down.
now i'm too sad to cry.
the only thing to be happy abt,
is tt i'm still alive.
i dont carry any hope for a better tmr
now i can only wish tt, there wont be any new prob surfacing.
i surrender.

i'm gonna dissappear soon
few more weeks to my world...
maybe even before i decide to come back, humans have already forgotten me.

nv wallow in self-pity.
enerjas stay strong!
all these are only part of growing out.
u dont need anyone.
and i talk to myself.