about
navigations are above. :)
but the sec4 seniors came and help.
thankyou =)
especially constance, cherlynn, vanessa, qianyu.
altogether seven seniors came and everyone brought sweets and chocolates...
they really understand us.
lol
reminiscing the old days.
guzheng use to be so bonded..
i miss chen laoshi and liang laoshi.
they taught us to be 3 8 and bitchy
the days when everyone was so motivated and full of drive.
i wonder what gz will be like after this sec3 batch leave..
the sec1 and sec2 all so sian sian, no 3 8 spirit...
things will be so much different if chenlaoshi and lianglaoshi didnt leave..
wanted to watch night movies with my brother..
i thought the cinema will be quite empty.
it turns out tt, 95% of the seats were occupied...
late night movies so popular!
为什么我们觉得彼此都变了。。 didn bring my phone with me today; on purpose.
it feel kind of weird w/o my hp.
i wonder how many times i've said
"oh ya, i nv bring my phone!"
at least w/o my phone, i'm less distracted
i will not be checking the phone for sms or calls all the time.
when i reach home, i realise tt i've got 14missed calls & one sms
*clap* *clap*
at least some ppl still miss me.
went to buy contact lens yst.
guess what, i wore sch uniform to j8!
for the fun of it.
i feel like borrowing other schools' uniform and wear it to shopping
=)
sound fun huh. went to sch for gz and m&m.
i'm so glad tt the second rehersal was cancelled!
dont u think its a waste of time to stay back till 6pm just for another rehersal?
=)
getting contact lens with pm tmr!
alright, i can't wait.
i'm so sick of.my specs.
my specs keep dropping down and its so embarrassing
i look like a damn ahma.
ahma with thick purple specs.
have been stoning a lot today
i even found myself staring at the spoon when i'm eating. watched casino royale yst.
action pack movies are really not for me.
so ppl, unless u dont mind ur partner(me!) looking bored all the time,
ask her along to watch action movies..
and that conservative person rated this movie "R21"
when it is like only "PG" -_-lll
i have been going out everyday
and my dad is kind of pissed.
my parents keep questioning me, where did i get the money to go out.
seriously, i have no idea too.
oh, and i have decided not to find jobs anymore.
i'm shocked by my decision too.
but i really need some time for myself.
guess, i have to depend on my bank acc. for this holiday.
now, i'm trying very hard to get my atm card from my mum.
the success rate is very low though
she thinks i'm extravagant, insensible, rebellious and blah blah blah..
and she said she dont have all these problems with my brother
thats what she told my aunt on the phone at least, when i'm beside her.
i've nv expected tt she will think of me this way.
isnt those the characteristics of a bad child?
it just hurt so much when i realise tt my mum thinks so badly of me.
when all along i thought tt i've done my part as a child by not creating any troubles for her.
stop trying to convince me tt i love u...
it wont do u any gd. expo
chalet
joyluck club members playing mahjong
jont cleaning the chalet 0_0 woah.
thx jont
pasir ris beach, morning...
and...
tomato duck annouced dead on 18nov06 4.15pm
died from internal bleeding.
happy birthday pris! i'm back from chalet.
my uncle bought a mp4 for me.
wahahaha xD
but where can i get videos to upload?
shall post photos later. hi ppl, i'm now at dwntwn east chalet with 3e4rians =)
we wanted to play bowling but the building was demolished and become country club
day one was boring.
they bought nc16 ghost movie "the red shoes"
and watched it at night
-_-lll
i'm too scared to watch.
zhuo en,justin,careen.prisc and i then decided to play poker outside chalet since they off all the lights and we can't see.
after that we went to pasir ris park & beach =)
it was already 12 plus am when we reached the park.
the sky
*twinkle twinkle little stars*
i just love the quiet park/beach
and pris say "3e4chalet rocks, i'm loving it, heeeeheee"
mr poh played poker cards with us!
can u believe that? haha
mr yeo and his son plus 2n1peeps caught him!
they are also having chalet at down town east.
he attempted to bring us to play billard, only 16 and above are allowed in.
but in the end we didnt even step in.
its now 2.45am
the joyluck clubmembers are still playing mahjong
members consist of huang xinyi, sophia eng, careen koh, germaine lee
the boys/sisters are still playing xbox.
val and elena are soundly asleep.
and i'm typing this post with pris beside me!
and pris say, wheeeee!!
maybe she is thinking of *ahem*
but she denied it and even force me to delete the name
and she hit me!
me: do u have anything to say
pris: hmmmm, w bu yao jiang le(i dont wanna say le)
the end!
ps:jont laptop rocks.
or issit stone? went to expo with 3e4rians to support valerie,alan and hazel(fashion competition)
although they didnt win anything but they're really great
shall upload the photos next time. and u will know what i mean.
after that we rushed to plaza singapura to watch step up.
this is the second time i watched a movie without subtitles.
i guess i watch too much korea drama and tamil movies
(yes, i do watch tamil movie!)
and now i have got the habit of staring at the subtitles
it just seems so weird without it.
and half of the time i dont know why ppl are laughing.
but overall the movie not bad.
i've got tons of things to do now.
haven even pack my bag or settle bbq stuffs.
tmr, i'll be off for chalet!!
3days2nights.
3e4rians, see u tmr =) i wanna watch deathnote movie!
i can't find anyone to accomanpy me.
omg, i'm not gonna watch that movie alone.
theres o lvl bio practical tmr
but i haven start studying.
three chapters to revise!
i have been reading death note manga(sherry said is manga and not comic)
for the whole day.
addicted to it.
death note story plot not bad.
bio txtbk not as interesting.
the tagboard seems very extra.
shall remove it.
and it is very distracting.
i'll always be wondering who will tag...
anyway whats the different btw manga and comic? hey peeps,
as u know sherry is now very sensitive to camera
i only manage to take two blur photos.
pls make do with it.
sherry with felicia's tie!
she thinks she looked gorgeous with that tie
sherry insisted of wearing it and only returned when fel need to go
see her smiling!
next photo will be for chiahow =)
peeps, pls ask chiahow to come here and copy this photo.
these two babies are pm and chiahow children
on behalf of pm, let me introduce the babies to u
the boy name is chiameng.
i like this name, sounds like charming =)
the girl name is pakhow.
they are twins!
note!
pm name them, not me!
supposed to meet pm at 1.30pm today
i waited 1hour and thirty minutes for her.
*clap* *clap*
she so duo pai(big card)
tsk tsk.
i pity chiahow.
last sat, i waited 1hour for my friend
and this sat, one and a half hour.
i'm gonna kill the next person tt make me wait so long again! after reading the tags, i kind of forget what are the probs i'm facing now.
maybe last few days i'm just being too sensitive and emo..
thx peeps =)
went vivo city with felicia after bio spa.
meet pm and sherry there too.
vivocity is really big!
i like the 3rd floor, the open space of vivo city.
the rain just stopped, the ambience was like so damn romantic.
next time must bring boyfriend there!
(when i have one)
haha.
pm and sherry wanted to take bus home.
we walked a long long way to the bus stop
when we finally reached tt bus stop, we realised tt actually we do not have to cross the overhead bridge.
and so we "happily" head back.
the bus seems to take forever to come.
but the bus ride was nice.
the best long bus ride i ever had.
nightview of raffles city is simply beautiful.
especially the outer appearance of those five class hotels.
although we were inside the bus, but it was still kind of fun.
with sherry tang voice entertaining us.
"ahhhh, i kill my own worms"
"eh EH EH, how to jump up to the building???"
(she was playing the hp games.)
anyway 57 took one and a half hour to reach j8!
by the time i reached home it was already 9plus.
spoil my good kid image.
tsk.
mr poh showed as a short clip tt he made.
a lot of 3e4 photos!
quite touching
3 of the photos are proudly taken by me.
thankyou thankyou.
LOL.
oh, and he folded paper reindeer for everyone.
sherry was fanscinated by the yellow reindeer she got
cause the rest of us got green reindeer instead.
but in the end she lost her reindeer,. -_-lll
she almost cried, shld have taken a photo of her with those expressions.
dont be dissappointed folks,
i managed to take one photo of her wearing zhss tie!
=)
shall post it tmr, so stay tuned!
yea! 32out of 37 3e4rians going to the class chalet.
it cost 30bucks to watch a movie at gv gold(vivo)! i realise smth, ppl can control their facial expression but not the feelings from the heart.
these three days have been really terrible for me.
blow after blow.
three consecutive big blow.
i dragged myself to sch today
i've no more energy left to walk or settle anything.
everyday i'll just find out another hurtful truth or face another problem.
if i have the chance or choice, i'll want to settle the first problem
and clear the misunderstanding...
but as more and more problems came surpressing me
i've decided to let go of everything.
too many misunderstandings.
too much for me to handle
i'm gonna lose so many precious.....
but what can i do now?
three problems, three blow.
it'll take me at least 3months to get over each prob, if it came seperately.
and unluckily, they chose the wrong time to bomb me down.
now i'm too sad to cry.
the only thing to be happy abt,
is tt i'm still alive.
i dont carry any hope for a better tmr
now i can only wish tt, there wont be any new prob surfacing.
i surrender.
i'm gonna dissappear soon
few more weeks to my world...
maybe even before i decide to come back, humans have already forgotten me.
nv wallow in self-pity.
enerjas stay strong!
all these are only part of growing out.
u dont need anyone.
and i talk to myself. shall reply the tags here.
erm. actually i'm not okay.
not okay also cannot do anything.
but dont worry, i'm not gonna commit sucide or hurt myself.
the teachers are bombing us down with homeworks
and lessons are enegry draining.
one hour of lesson is already enough to kill me.
after sch, there is practical and after practical still got cca and blah blah.
shall i say i'm lucky or unlucky?
i broke one test tube yst.
and the rest of the day was like shit.
today during chem practical, i was heating a test tube, and the test tube just slipped off my clamper(wood thing)
the hot test tube, dropped on the table and the substances spilled out a little
luckily mr ong was beside me.(was he? okay, i dont rmb)
anyway, the test tube didnt break.
(i think mr ong was there)
he picked up the test tube with the cloth.
oh, if u think mr ong is the saviour and save the day.
u're wrong, haha.
cause before doing the experiment, i already told him my clamper very loose!
i still dont quite rmb, whether he did help me to pick up the test tube or not.
i got all the events mixed up.
thats not really very impt though.
after sch, i went for bio practical and i dropped another test tube.
it land on the table and did not break!
*clap* *clap*
yee en said today is my lucky day.
i left my writting paper in the bio lab.
but i manage to dig out few piece of papers here and there,
in my room.
am i lucky or not?
if i did not manage to find any paper,
i'll have an stupid excuse not to do hw.
tired.
11/08/2006 05:42:00 PM / top
all those stuffs happening, are seriously pissing me off.i'm not gonna care abt u any more.
arggg. some ppl must be itching to scold me, i'll specially create a tagboard for u.
u can spam all u want.
or if u think i owe u a explaination
this post will be dedicated to my "dear friend"
i know she'll not be able to see it, friends of her u're welcome to tell her whatever i wrote
alright i change my mind, i shall be a nice person and talk to u face to face instead.
after his O lvl, we can talk, or rather u can talk to him...
u can ask him everything.
sorry to tell u, i'm not scared, i dont feel threaten because i did nth wrong=)
but i must admit tt i do feel hurt and foolish.
foolish tt i actually chose to be ur friend at tt period of time.
j is nice to stand up for u, i kind of admire her.
some words for u,
cherish her or else u'll lose ur friend again,
oh ya, actually i must thank you too.
because of ur action, now i know who are my true friends and who are not
ppl who are willing to stay by my side though they know tt they will probably offend someone.
but its understandable for friends who choose to avoid me.
i too want a peaceful life in zhss.
so pls leave me alone.
i'm using the word please.
lets do it openly then.
if u wanna ask me questions or scold me.
we can talk face to face,
why must u let other ppl interfere?
or why do u have to ask j to threaten me?
i always make an effort to make sure u wont lose face but i dont think i have to do tt anymore.
so much for being ur friend when u are alone
when others.....
what do i get when i choose to ignore all the negative comments tt other ppl told me.
and choose to accompany u, stand by ur side.
so u'll not feel left out in class
what do i get?
do u think i like to interfere the relationship btw him and u?
anyway there is nth btw us.
is because of u, tt we become gdfriends.
in this one year
i do stuffs to save ur face, to make sure u wont be tt heartbroken....
i dont feel like typing anymore, seems meaningless
LOL.
still got tons of hw to go...
jiayoujiayou.
went to make ic with my mum straight after school.
quite fast, very little ppl.
only 7ppl in queue =)
went home without mum.
i waited damn long for the bus.
and when my "dearie" bus finally came, it refused to stop!
so i miss that bus and waited foo another one.
started doing my science report almost immediately when i stepped into the house.
yea yea yea!
i finished
=)
triumph smile.
tired.exhuasted.weary.beaten...
extreamely tired.
bye ppl.
i shall bathe, slp, do emaths hw, do amath hw, memorise two score of gu zheng(sucks!)
ahhhh...
stress
my schedule fully fully pack for this month
cca, Bio SPA, m&m,sch, hw are driving me nuts
my perfect holiday.
then i hope i'll nv reach 180 but we'll be living in the shadow of her and another her...
i rather give u up. random1-
muscle ache all over.
my whole body aching.
thats what happen when i didn exercise for such a long time.
ouch!
random2-
gonna make ic tmr, hopefully dont have to wait too long.
random3-
i shall finish all the hw tt i owe for the past one week, today
but i doubt i can finish though.
random4-
i'm looking forward to 3e4 chalet.
=)
its gonna be so fun!!
rollerblading/ktv/arcade/food!!/escape
i bet mr poh is more excited than me.
random5-
lost interest in shopping already
i wanna watch movie!
i wanna go sentosa!!
i wanna eat sakae sushi!!!
PLAY PLAY PLAY
random6-
my bro bought death notes comic bks.
not as interesting as i thought it will be.
tsk tsk.
and i just realised tt deathnote movie is out on 9oct.
thats like so damn long ago.
shall not watch it then.
random7-
guzheng kind of sucks.
we will be playing a damn sucky song tt i hate a lot, for syf and m&m
omg omg, i'm gonna play that stupid song for 6months?!/?!
6months!! thats hell.
random8-
i wanna escape from this world.
disappear from this world. my dad asked me to rinse the dirty plate before washing.
-_-lll
isnt that common sense.
today is shuwei's birthday!
happy birthday to u, happy birthday to u =)
wheee... i love u!!
energy, nuinai, lucify, milubing, yuanweijuexing
will be performing at fort canning(shld be) tonight.
monday, i'll kill anyone tt remind me tt i can't go.
today so random.
LOL. i regretted signing up for the bio workshop.
the whole course is 9hours.
and we're required to write a scientific report
but its a life time experience though.
we are handling with real bacteria,genes, DNA and doing chim experience.
heard from the instructor tt we'll be using a substance(i forgot the name)
that is cancerous(adj)
cancerous=> relating to or affected with cancer; "a cancerous growth"
reference from http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/cancerous
which means that theres this risk of me getting cancer.
woah..
if i so happen to get it which is quite impossible
i wanna say I LOVE U, I LOVE 2E3peeps, I LOVE MY FAMILY, I LOVE 3E4.....
hey, but i just said it!
during the course,
miss rozianna asked me: "very tired ah?"
and i told her that this week theres a lot of hw, more than what we were used to be given.
she smiled and walked away.
after that i realise tt, theres really a lot of hw but i didn do any of them
-_-ll
the conductors/instructors show us a video.
the video is like a lullabye.
my eyes keep shutting and my mind drifting to lala land.
i was trying so hard to keep my eyes wide opened and concentrate.
super sleepy.
the min when the instructor said 10mins break,
i was so exicted and happy tt i dont feel tired anymore.
and i had a tough 10minutes, forcing myself to slp.
just rmb that tml we'll get to see our glowing green bacteria!
HA!
i'm excited!!
had dinner at pastamania just now and drank orea ice blended
=) nice
i'm gonna do my hw.
yes yes, i'm gonna do my hw!!
thats so random...