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Thursday, September 21, 2006 9/21/2006 08:32:00 PM / top

tmr is advance paper.
must start practising by using more chimerlogy words in this post.
it is a bad way to start anyway, cause there is no such word as "chimerlogy"
lol.

i thought my computer was invaded by worms.
(u know those tiny winny harmful worms)
and cannot worked anymore
but to my dismay, it is still working.
nt that i want to curse my computer but it is really distracting me.

today is a bad day for me.
a bad bad day.
i was demoralized when i saw my english test marks.
my confidents lvl drop from 5 to 0.
disheartened by the pathetic marks.
oh my gosh, this can't go on.
tmr is the paper already!

my day was further spoilt
after english was chemistry.
yes, lets welcome MR ***
i find ur voice extremely irritating
"understand???? pause. understand or not? pause. class do u understand?"
my blood was boiling with rage already.
was about to lose my cool.
luckily there is only one period of chemistry.
(but there is chem ssp after school -_-lll)

feeling wretched and worn out.
i went straight home after school.
eat maggie mee and went to sleep.

"why did u hang up the phone suddenly for no reason?"
"why didnt u reply to my sms when u knew i needed you desperately now?"
i was suffocating, lost.
struggling to catch up with my own breathing.
The rapid breathing became a crashing scream in my head.
I sat on the wet ground, covering my forehead with my hands as I wonder what caused me to become so weak and emotional.
Tears welled into my eyes, trembled on my lashes and cut at my heart like tiny blades.
And I went white, white and rigid, with lance of pain
The dissapointment i got when i looked at my handphone's screen is as effective as a tight slap, telling me that it is time to wake up.
I jerked back and shuddered when i realised how foolish i am.
My head was hollow after the emotional ride.
but my heart still sinking.