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Tuesday, September 19, 2006 9/19/2006 09:53:00 PM / top

i hate it when **** scream at me like nobody business.
can't they just talk to me nicely, why must they shout
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sometimes my heart really turn wild, but i still have to pretend nothing has happen
i dont even have the freedom to show any facial expression
or say anything.
the only thing i can do is tolerate, tolerate and tolerate.
leave the tears swimming in my eyes and stare blankly.
they really give me the urge to........

and my term3 results sucks.
almost all my subjects are below average.

i'm really tired.
physically and mentally.
didn bring my jlc,
have to copy out one chpt by tmr as punishment.
i deserve the punishment anyway
but its a waste of time.
work for the whole day, the only time i get to rest is when i'm having lunch.
finished copying at 5plus.
it's exhuasting.
because of that, i dont have the time to do my hw.
went library, studied for my e math test.
by the time i reached home it's already super late lah.
and great, i'm left with tons and tons of undone hw.

seriously i think we shld stop chatting on the phone.
for the sake of u and me.
every call is a distraction.
i can't concentrate, i can't slp.

if u dont love me, dont call me