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Monday, May 01, 2006 5/01/2006 11:23:00 AM / top

i seriously dont know what i'm doing.
writting out quotes from my lit text, when i can just simply refer to the bk.
studying 1page of joyluck club takes 20minutes and there is 289pages.

looking at my msn contact list
it just hit me that, i dont even talk to 4/5 of the ppl
i dont dare to talk to them, especially my primary schmates
they probably have deleted me, or dont rmb who i am
forget my exsistence.
find no point talking to them.
have the urge to delete my msn account
but i wont do it, cause i will regret.
i still rmb at the first few months of sec1
i deleted all the boys contact number frm my primary sch
which leave my handphone contact list totally girls.

i love my blog.
all the sad and happy moments of my life i recorded down
maybe one day, when i've finally grow up
i'll laugh at myself.
at all the silly posts i've wrote =)
and if i've ever mention ur name in my blog
it means that u are impt.
cause i think of u.
i bother to recall what u did.
how much i love u.
how much i hate u.
shall blog again later.