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and i seriously think that she look a lot better in her frienedster photos.
went to amk library with nina and ulric yst.
both of them playing cards
and so i entertain myself by being zilian.
i take photos of myself and delete
take and delete
take and delete
cause i look damn twit
-_-lll
have to admit this fact.
and nina said, "u look nice in the photo, but in real, u look like ghost. i'm complimenting u cause i say u are photogenie."
thanks nina. lol.
yst morning got bio test.
yes, test on saturday!
but i think is alright, cause can go out after the test =)
went oppo with nina and 3e1 boys.
onlg auggie is eating.
and i think ard 6ppl, waiting for him to finish the noodles.
i was like WOAH.
i wonder why he dont feel paiseh.
lol.
and we've decided.
monday to friday and sunday nina belongs to auggie
and 60% of the satarday, nina is mine!
auggie is apple
nina is banana
and i'm tomato
lalalalala...
=)
ulric and nina!!
progressing....
uh huh.
TADA!!
nina building a bigger pyramid
DONE!!
ulric pyramid.
progressing...
and bye!!
lol. this morning i go round telling ppl that i slpt 12hours.
muahahahaha...
everyday i'll be telling peeps in my class how many hours i slpt
i'm so proud of my sleeping time.
-_-lll
haha.
first period is A math.
miss lam is very very very pretty.
the prettiest teacher in zhss.
her husband or(her) surely very rich.
wear different clothes EVERYDAY.
next time i also wanna marry a rich man xD
i help he spend the money he earn.
second period- PE.
the class splited into four teams
one team vs one team
jonathan very violent
teacher said we not suppose to run
and so he slide.
i goal keeper
then when i wann to catch the floorball.
he slide infront of me.
i very shocked
then when i wann to catch the ball agained
he slide and banged on to me.
-_-lll
and i fall.
jonathan u must understand that 3e4 is a girl class.
u shldn be so violent.
next time must learn to control!
i dont know why, but i just love to scold and shout at jonathan.
can relieve stress.
and he is the only boy in the class that nv suan me before.
fun to bully. opps.
lol.
jon, u better dont suan me.
dont u dare suan me.
muahaha.
third and fourth period- ss
miss chan nv come.
finish my A math hw.
matric(or issit matrix) very easy.
then went down to the piano neared canteen with lisa.
lisa very pro =)
fifth period- e math.
lee mo chun very funny!!
the way he pronouce "quiet" and "zoo"
can make u laugh till stomach ache
and he damn lame
very very very lame
and then is recess...
and after recess is three period of lit.
very distrated during the lessons.
kj i shall forgive u.
but dont slap me agained.
tell u so many times le
i dont like ppl to slap my face.
i almost cry loh.
lucky, i'm late for chinese lesson
no time to cry.
lol.
and...
i'm back home!!
going to my nephew 1year old party at pasir ris!
=) ss exam was a total screw up.
confirm fail.
hope i'll manage to get at least 15/50
today before i even finish copying out my summary, TIMES UP.
then i nervous
i saw fangying cont. writting
and i was like scribbling and scribbling.
trying to write as fast as i can.
and at the same time making sure that the invigilator didn see
in the end manage to copy finish
but i can't even read my handwritting.
the handwritting was like horrible.
nvm. nvm. i shall console myself
all the advance papers were just horrible, terrible, vegetable.
feel so hopeless.
haiz. i came home early to slp
but the stupid construction work.
so noisy.
haiz.
although i slept for 9hours and 45minutes yst
i still damn tired.
if u eat too much eggs or protein food
there will be excess protein in ur body
and it will be converted to urea uric acid
and the urea uric acid will become urine.
or issit the urea uric acid will cause the urine to be yellowish and concentrated?
i dont rmb what miss rozi say.
okay nvm, thats not the main point.
if u get my purpose of writting this paragraph
u will be laughing like hell already and(****** dont kill me!!)
if not then too bad, go ask the bio students in 3e3,3e4,3e5
i think they shld know.
i sense danger.
shit, i'm gonna regret typing that
lol
let me show u 3e4 class cupboard on monday.
i flunk both my sec2 mid-year and final year english compo.and i'm quite sure that i'm going to fail again
is quite depressing to fail agained and again.
this year is even worst than last year.
although i manage to write 2pages of crap. out of point compo
but i'm only left with 20mins for my situation writting.
haiz, dont want to talk about it anymore...
maybe i shld just read more story bk.
2hours is a bit too long for chi paper 1
i was taking my own sweet time to write.
nvm, the longer the better =)
but. but. BUT.
i damn shocked when i realised that we suppose to write at least 500words.
-_-lll
zoe crazy. she wrote 7pages.
more than twice of what i wrote.
i only write 2 and 3/4 pages.
zhonghua chi compo bk.
400words-2 and a half page.
chi paper
500words-ard 2 page.
i think so only, not very sure.
maybe next time i count again.
went to j8 with the RETARDS after sch
they board the first bus
and i being such a kind, cute,adorable blah blah blah girl
waited alone for pm.
and meet them later.
and me again being such a smart girl,
knew they'll be at either mos or ljs.
=)
saw a orange guy with lots and lots of piercing on his face.
kj and ger get really excited.
later on, we realise that he is ex-zhss.
cool huh.
okay, i dont want to type le.
bb.
moving further and faster away from me, i tried to go quicker, but more and more ppl will get into my way, tangling themselves in my legs, tripping me up, blocking my path until he was gone. The desperate need to catych up with him, the terror and he slipped further and further away, the bereft grief when i understood that he was gone...
rmb to bring odt.
odt- oral digital thermometer =) i dont know whats wrong with me.
it seems like i'm getting lazier and lazier
i dont even bother to study for tests.
i dont bother to do my hw
lessons simply bored me
and i'll start daydreaming
and saying "hi" to the ppl around me.
i get distracted very easily
and i always can't get myself to do my hw
i want to get all the As and Bs
i set goals and everything.
but i really dont have the motivation to study.
i really want to get good grades.
but when i look at the books, i get bored.
i'm surprise that books actually bored me so easily.
i dont know whats happening to me.
and all the hardworking ppl are around me.
xinyi,ger lee, sop and blah blah blah
i feel so freaking guilty when i see them studying so hard for the tests and me?
i let myself down.....
4/23/2006 12:20:00 AM / top
this week very weird.the sec2s and sec1 suddenly started to say hi to me
it took me quite sometime to realise that i actually know them.
i know i very slow.
lol
i dont really recognise the juniors.
conclusion: anyone that look unfamiliar say "hello" to me are my juniors
and i'm suppose to know them.
and is like midnight huiting call me.
we very very very very very long nv talk on the phone le.
happy =)
my second girlfriend.
but we always talk about depressing things.
and and and
today finally go out with xinyi.
we use to go out everyday
then........
xinyi + huiting + me are from 3 8 club yea! and pen knife club. =)
use to be.
now the clubs also not active le.
maybe ppl will find these clubs stupid but...
okay, maybe is quite stupid.
but it leaves precious memories.
morning meet xinyi at amk
as usual i'm late.
a little late
=)
after she took ic photo
we meet prisc at amk mrt
and sophia at bishan mrt
and we went to ps.
i brought them to (szeting and my) secret place.
actually is food court.
-_-lll
and now its not a secret anymore
and then blah blah jiecai will wake up!!
i just got the feeling that he will wake up for sure.
his smiley face keep on appearing in my mind
life is so fragil.
u'll nv know what will happen to us the next day, next hour, next min, next s
cherish life!!
before u regret.
sometimes we feel like ending our life
to us, death= no stress. no misery
but come to think of it.
all these are so wrong. so unfair
like what huiying(or issit prisc) say
when u die, u've to start all over again, a new life at the other world.
start afresh isnt easy.
okay, thats not the main pt.
ppl who commit sucide are so selfish
they have the choice to choose to live or die
but ppl like jiecai dont have the choice
everything is like so destinated.
but i still believe in miracles.
life is so scary
u may be jumping around this second and the next second u disappear?
i just find everything so scary.
the fear of dying.
the fear of losing our loves one
the fear of losing the ppl we know.
maybe 2s later i disappear and vanish.
life is so unpredictable. have english ssp remedial
i'm the only 3e4 that need to go remedial
i was damn shocked, cause i didn fail any english paper
and those who fail dont have ssp.
but i realise that most of the peeps in the remedail are from 2e3
szeting,xinyun,chujun,me,chungyang,yingwei,johnathan,zhanpeng,jarrett??
thats all i think.
the remedial gonna be so fun.
2e3 can have lessons together again =)
I SERIOUSLY LOVE 2E3 LOTS
actually if i'm not chosen for the remedial
i'll still go. haha.
after the remedial, went to 3e5
study chem with prisc, chujun and mong
although my chem is like hopeless already
but today at least i rmb some of the formulas
must thank chujun,prisc and mong cause they helped me quite a lot
THANKYOU.
today is my mum's birthday, haven pass her, the present
i shy. lol.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM =) went shopping with nina yst!!!
=)
we have lots and lots of fun.
i spend about $60...
SHOPAHOLIC...
i was controlling myself.
cause there is just too much nice and cute things to buy!!
but not enough money.
bugis so nice =)
yea!!!
hao kai xin
but very tired
shop all the way from 12 plus till 7 plus....
haha
i finally bought a bag!!
is a very nice bag.
haha.
i was shopping at the bugis village(or issit bugis junction)
and then i saw this black puma bag
the shopkeeper said it cost $25
i asked her whether issit fake or real.
and she said is imitation but the quality is as gd as the real one.
i dont know whether is true or not so i said i'll come back later.
haha
went round looking for bags.
saw quite a few cheap and nice ones.
lalala
went up to second floor and then i saw a hellokitty bag.
very cute =)
and so i went in to the shop
saw nice puma bags and then i asked the shopkeeper whether
issit imitation
and she said "NO"
thats like so embarrasing.
lalalalalala..
nina and me played a game.
we wanted to look out for cute guys and ask them for their numbers.
haha...
thats what we plan to say
"err.... my friend think u very cute, can we've ur number?"
but both of us were too busy shopping
didnt spot any cute boys.
=(
my english sucks.
keep on using the same vocab.
nice.nice.nice.nice.nice.
really enjoyed myself.
nina with the orange frame sunglasses from edge
=)
its nina again!! haha
NINA!!!
nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnninnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaa
yes, i know i look retarded oh boy,
i'm tired of
letting go and start afresh like nth happen and give up again and........
its like a cycle. nv ending...
last night, we laugh at ourselves.
we tell each other is too tiring.
i told u that everytime i talked to u i feel like vomit blood
which is true, i really do feel like vomiting.
and everytime after we talk, u seems so upset, unhappy.
u said u feel so much happier talking to the other her
we are only friends but why do we feel so xinku
let go, give out. i really dont wanna talk to u anymore.
i'm always so honest with u.
i put ALL the blame on u
i thought u'll stop calling me.
i always thought the problem lies on u.
but maybe it lies on both of us.
i dont know how come we can chat so happily on how depressing to talk to each other, on how terrible it feels, last night...
u want me to say ihateu so u'll not call me anymore
yes, i said that already
but why does it always seems that is so impossible
maybe talking on the phone is already out habit but........
i am very determined.
i will not pick up ur phone call anymore.
lets learn the hard way.
if it didn work out again.
i dont know what i can do.
JAS HATE U. sec3 now having 2.4 km!!
and i'm at home
yea!! =)
jiayou jiayou!!
everybody jiayou!!
i forgot that tml is goodfriday no sch.
shld i go out or not?
at first i thought of going out with qing and kj after sch
then dont have to trouble over what to wear and blah blah blah
i'm glad that lisa tag me.
i very bored.
Name 20 ppl you can think of right now at the top of yr head. Dont read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 20 ppl. ok tag at least 5 ppl..Start!
1.lisa
2.valerie
3.qingting
4.kaijia
5.germaine
6.minling
7.jonathan
8.mrs chew(miss tham)
9.miss nai
10.xinyi
11.wan chun
12.sophia
13.auggie
14.nina
15.dionne
16.kellie
17.jinhui
18.kelvin ang
19.kelvin ong
20.jiajie
21.zhengyan
22.shawn
oh... overshot. lol
the names just comes into my mind.
ya, i type all the names out before numbering.
u can treat 21 and 22 invisible
1.how did u meet 14?
14is nina. err.. in zhss outside the general office. that is where i first met her =) i can still rmb the details, cause its very lame
2.what would you do if u've never met 1?
1is lisa err.. life will be so boring. nobody will go boy-crazy with me and to listen to my crap
3.what would u do if 20 and 9 dated?
jiajie is 20 and 9 is miss nai. jiajie and miss nai. WOAH. err... impossible.
miss nai got boyfriend le and jiajie is attached to lisa =)
4.did u ever like 19?
19is napok. his my kor.
5.would 6 and 17 make a good couple?
6 is minling 17 is jinhui(pri schmates) i dont think so. girl and girl???
6.Describe 3.
3is qingting. VIOLENT. tall. quite nice. from 2e3. my gd friend.
7.Do u tink 8 is attractive?
8 is mrs chew. err... okay lah, not bad. i like her previous previous hairstyle
anyway she use to be my home econs teacher.
8.Tell me sth about 7.
7 is jonathan. looks a little nerdy. very noisy. always talk to pakmeng?? from sjab. the way he laugh is very funny
9.Do you know any of 12's family?
12 is sophia. saw her father, mother and brother before.
10.What's 8's favourite?
8 is mrs chew. -_-lll again. err.. she likes her baby?
11. what would u do if 18 just confessed he/she likes you?
18 is kelvin ang(my primary schmates) say thankyou.
12.what language does 15 speak?
15 is dionne. chinese english?? and she sing malay song, majulah singapura
13.Who is 9 going out with?
9 is miss nai. again -_-lll her boyfriend or maybe is her husband or husband to be.
14.how old is 16 now?
16 is kellie. 15years old.
15.When's the last time u talked to 13?
13 is auggie. err.. i dunno. last last tuesday i think
16.what is 2's favourite band/singer?
2 is valerie. hmm... rain? JAY CHOU!!
17.would u ever date 4?
4 is kaijia. no comments. lol
18.would u ever date 7?
7 is jonathan. no
19.Is 15 single?
15 is dionne. yes
20.What is 10's last name?
10 is xinyi. huang.
21.Would u ever be in a serious relationship with 11?
11 is wanchun. i can't imagine that.
22.What school does 3 go to?
3 again. qing from zhss
23.Where does 6 live?
6 is minling. bishan. near my house. near bishan shopping mall
24.What's yr fav thing about 5?
5 is germaine foo. the fact that i'm smarter than her =) lol jk.
25.Have u seen number 1 naked?
1 is lisa. no comments a lot of ppl in 3e4 fall sick
and i mean A LOT!
lalalala...
including me...
lol
my gu zheng juniors bullied me!!!
and they keep on laughing.
oh my gosh.
nvm.
i shall forgive them.
since one of them apologised.
i totally screw up all the term2 test.
and i can't believe that i just pass my history test
the sore throat and running nose is killing me.
bye peeps.
who wanna go out on friday?
i wanna SHOP SHOP SHOP. this my third post for today.
lol.
now got the miss singapore show
the girls are really very pretty
and they figure is like WOAH.
i sound so cheeko.
lol.
i ate 5pears and two bananas this weekends!!
yea!
lalalala...
i'm so bored.
4/09/2006 08:09:00 PM / top
later got fei chang super band BIG JAM!i so excited
hopefully niunai is there =)
WO AI ENERGY!!
ENERGY
ENERGY
MILK SO CUTE!!!
YES HE IS CUTE.
PPL ACCEPT THIS FACT.
4/09/2006 12:39:00 PM / top
wld u chose to get hurt and cry ur heart out everyday?or wld u rather be numb, so numb that nobody can hurt u anymore.
but when u desperately feel like breaking down, feel like crying, ur tears just won't fall.
being suffocated?
i dont understand u.
start afresh start afresh
treat each other as new friends
know each other again.
but u are still lying.
ur favourite phrase.
"just joking"
i believe u again and again
but everytime u betray my trust.
when will u realise it.
i really dont undertsand u.
when are u telling the truth and when u are not
u always leave me so confuse and u just dont care.
i just want ur firm answer.
stop lying.
its now 0905!!!
no its now 0907.
going jogging later.
train for 2.4km!
hopefully i'll be able to drag myself out of the house.
2.4km!!
2.4km!!
jia you le! i'm so glad that person call me.
THANK YOU.
i shldn't be so mean and childish in the first place.
lalalalala
my dream guy that i dont think it exist
-stylish hairstyle
-know how to dress up
-good fashion taste
-have ear holes
-wear eyeliner =)
-comfortable shouders
-rich
-big eyes with double eyelids
-small eyes with single eyelid
-eyes that will make me go "U ARE SO HOT"
-long eyelashes
-TALL
-gentle
-caring
-must be HOT
-cute (not those chubby cute but shuai cute)
-few admirers
-few girls having a crush on him.
(shows that i got good taste and that i'm better than all those girls)
muahahaha.. lol
-nice build.
-6pacs
-dont have to be tan but cannot be too fair
-has got nice bags
-studies must be better than me
(so he can teach me)
-sporty
-give me a sense of security
-hands must be a lot bigger than mine
-fingers cannot be fat and short
-sms and call me everyday w/o reminders
-reply sms very fast
-sweet
-romantic
-can tolerate my crap and
-able to crap and joke with me
-cool at times
-eyes that will melt girls heart
-a little flirt
(i dont mind my guy flirting with girls as long as he dont go overbroad)
-i'm his one and only =)
-dont whine. (yes, are know guys who whine and i hate it)
-dont scream at a high pitch voice like a girl when someone tickle him or whatever
-give me pleasant surprise
-never break promise
(i rather he dont promise me than break it)
-photogenie (wrong spelling?)
-willing to take a lot a lot of photos with me
-protect me
-dont interfer too much with my social life
-humerous
(to be cont.)
i know its very long.
i'm just trying to list down everything about my perfect dream guy.
lol.
i know this person won't exist
and if i love a person a lot, i'll not really care whether he has all those points.
but i'm still a young innocent teenage girl.
this kind of guy will only appear in my dream
is created by me.
me me and me
conclusion: whatever i type today is bullshit
u can ignore this post my father was like scolding and scolding.
nagging and nagging about how messy my table is.
but i dont give a damn.
i didn even answer or look at him.
and now he is in my room doing dunno what.
i keep quiet when u wrap all my big big soft toys.
do u know how irritating issit
to have big soft toys that u can't even hug and touch it.
only can look at it.
-_-lll
is like displaying at the toy store.
and everytime when i look at the bears and dolls
they are like telling me to get them out.
AHHHHH...
i give in to u when u say the small soft toys at my bedside table is collecting dust and u want me to keep it or else u will throw everything away.
and now i keep all the small and big soft toys
u said the fan in my room is dusty
and is my fault.
what the hell.
i'm regretting now.
"lets seriously not talk anymore"
"lets treat it that we dont know each other"
oh yes, i'm regretting.
can i take back my words?
i feel so shitty.