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i so happy..my mum went to my auntie house and she brought back [[stairways to heaven]]
VCD and dunno wad movie de.
den my brother borrow de [[date with vampire3]] from his friend
haha
mum dun allow me to watch
she say after exam.
haha
next week.thursday. exam over liao..
haha...
9/27/2005 08:45:00 AM / top
math lessons are boring.. especially de last period de... haha... was crapping with jarrett and "playing" with mong...heres de crap
me:why u not jealous of him. (him refer to ahem ahem, u all shld know who)
jarrett:no, his 2.4km run so slow.
me:slow mehh.
jarrett: slower than me (his bragging cause his first in de 2.4km)
me: he got de looks, got de firgure, got xing ge(attitude)
(den i do de hour glass firgure de hand sign)
jarrett: (give me de "u very lame" face)
jarrett: why u not jealous of janet jackson?
me:cause her there very big, i dun like
jarrett: den why u not jealous of shiling?
me:huh?!
jarrett: a lot of guys like her lehh.
me: thats her problem.
den jarrett nv say anything liao.
when lesson end.
jarrett:go le
me:huh?!
jarrett:go eat lunch
me: u talking to me?
then he nv answer give me de "i have got nth to say" de face.
(whether his talkin to me is a mystery)
haha
chia how walk towards him.
and they started singing de what discrimating indian de song.
i was like -_-lll
and johnathan join them. they put their arms onto each other shoulder.
i used my book to cover my face.
Statement- 2e3 boys are racist.
evidence- They compose de racist song and sing it. discriminate indians. -_-lll
explaination- It's lucky that there is no indians in 2e3 or else they will suffer.
ger and xinyun alwaes call ppl retarded.
maybe not only them
but there sure is many retarded girls in 2e3
defination of retarded:
-Often Offensive. Affected with mental retardation.
-Occurring or developing later than desired or expected; delayed.
maybe retarded is de wrong word. haha...
i need a haircut badly. arggg... must wait till exam finish le den can cut
reason: cause...... i also dunno...
tmr exam le... sian... haven study de formet... ques:how far do u agree with these statements?
never get into love when u meant to break a heart.
never look into eyes when u meant to lie.
promise are meant to be fulfilled.
scars will never be healed.
hearts are not meant to be play with
lies are only meant to hurt.
and sorry is nothing but a word.
ANSWER:
I agree with these statement to a small extend.
-Heart is meant to be broken.
-looking into someone eyes when u lie only shows how much u dun wanna lie, u lie because u left with no choice
-time heal scars. if scars can nv be healed, many ppl already die liao. -_-lll
-not all lies hurt
-sorry is not only a word, sorry is a 5letter alphable(or watever how u spell it)
and...
obviously heart are not meant to play with. how to play heart? heart is not a toy...
9/26/2005 12:15:00 AM / top
AHEM AHEM SO DAMN CUTEshan elaborate much bout de incident...
so cute lohh...
ahhh...
haha...
lah lah lah lah
i have decided to talk to ahem ahem...
=)
have been crapping.laughing.singing in de class loudly when others were like studying. haha.
since its my own class, i can go crazzie...
budden.
i didn realise dat jarrett senior was in de class too.
kao.
lose face le..
haha.
when i saw de unfamilar face, i was like asking de ppl in our class.
is dat guy from our class.
and they say
NO. HIS WEARIN LONG PANTS!
maybe i'm blind..
haha
went to j8 with hui ying.
we got contacts!!
i'm damn impressed
u need to have de techniq to wear and take out de contacts
its not dat hard after all...
if u dare to touch ur eyeball with ur hands, it will be damn easy
maybe is because i use to draw eyeliner (*or izzit make up using eyeliner)
argg.. watever
haha..
i went round asking ppl whether i'm classified under quiet or noisy.
10 out of 10 ppl say i'm noisy. -_-lll
even ppl i seldom talk to. say i'm noisy.
noisy den noisy lohh..
haha...
i still dun wanna admit dat i'm noisy...
LOLX.
i'm quiet during lessons, and teachers thinks i'm a quiet student =)
maybe not... haha...
i'm contradicting.
maybe yes?
only some teachers will think im noisy.
for example and for sure miss leong.
she say i very talkative. keep on talking during her lessons.
cause she teach until i wanna fall asleep.
and maybe MR HAZARY.
his a nice teacher. but his so nice dat i know he wun scold me if i talk non-stop
i'm such a bad girl huh.
LOLX
oh ya oh ya. and de music teacher. i just can't stop crapping. lolx. augiee so nice to crap with. cause he is CHILDISH. and when a little bit childish girl meet a very childish person. WOAH!!! haha...
i will be damn quiet during miss long(english), miss lie(higher chinese), miss tan(science) lessons
try talking during higher chinese lessons. u will know what happen. its too scary to take de risk.
teacher will probably walk out of de classroom and say
i dun wanna teach le!
or
she will spend at least 1h scolding us.
todae is so fun. i "vandalise"joanna's hand.. haha... study real lots.. exam coming le!! haha..
de stupid auntie drive us out of se sch.
we are studying lehh..
my father like damn unhappy bout me coming home late
but he like controling himself not to scold me
cause i did nth wrong.
weird huh
i used to come home at 7plus everydae
and he didn say anything.
hmm.. hack him.
tmr studying with hui ying they all again
mass revision is useful!
dunno why like now quite close with hui ying, valerie they all..
last time seldom talk to them de...
thats a gd thing huh.
LOLX reach sch le den wait for deanna. de moment she step into de class, i pull her to toilet.. LOLX... den i persuade her to bring me to ahem ahem class. in the end, i didn see ahem ahem ahem. nvm, den we walk down to de canteen. got wad ncc meeting at de amphitheater. den shawn very cute, he kana pump den he ask his sir "sir, 15 or 50 push up? LOLX. hmmm.. deanna pull me to de toilet -_-lll and so we went to de toilet AGAIN.
after dat line up for flag raising. den blah blah blah. and miss long walk down and check here check dere.. -_-lll
and as usual, she look at me with a weird expression. den she ask me turn around to check my hair! hey, my hair very neat de horr, go toilet two times lehh! LOLX.
she didn say anything and she look at my socks and ask me PULL OUT and so i PULL UP. and she told me "PULL OUT NOT PULL UP" i dunno wad de hell she mean so i pull up agained. and
miss long: did u fold u socks"
me: no.
miss long:go and buy socks from GO after sch, no straight after flag raising.
me:ok
kao. damn embarrasing. everyone looking... and when she walked away, ppl mumbling -_-ll and at dat time my socks are not short. i pull up le! obviously i didn buy.
hmm.. i went down early den nv bring my lit things down with me and so me and deanna run up to de class. to our dismay, de class is locked -_-lll so we waited. and kellie came running to us and say "kellie to de rescue" LOLX..
and so we take our things le, i damn blur dunno go which IT lab. so i peek into every IT lab. -_-ll
mrs lum go through de interpretation of de ACT4 merchant of venice. she speak damn fast, i was like trying very hard to catch up and write notes den samantha told me dat is all written dere for us. ........ nbvm, i admit i cock eye.
hmm.. den deanna and i walked back up to de classroom. and wen we reach de classroom we realise dat our class is not with us. -_-lll WE LOST THE CLASS!! so we like running round de sch, finding de classs. and deanna suddenly rmb dat is IT lesson... LOL. den we run to comp lab. -_-lll tiring...
den blah blah blah blah.
after recess miss long period. immediately after we greeted her she say: de two girls buy socks already?
i shake my head (deanna socks also kana caught) LOLX
den miss long was like damn pissed off
and she say: go and buy now, all else dun attend my lesson.
scary huh.
de class looked shocked?? haha
so deanna and me run down.
went to GO. i was wondering why de hell GO sell socks de.
deanna say maybe wanna take down our names, something like dat.
when we asked for socks de indian auntie like very bu shuang.
den she search de drawer for ages... and she say dun have.
so we run to de book shop to buy dat stupid long socks!
waste my money. haha
den we change lohh..
and run back to class...
argg..
borin lessons....
after higher chinese lesson is music.
hmm.. music lesson is always so fun.
cause can crap with de ppl around me...
haha...
den assembly..
de yuying sec chinese dance very nice.
beautiful.
all de girls like got hour glass firgure and they are all tall..
i dunno why am i online -_-ll when i shld be sleeping..
i dun like man-in-black!! hmm.. lucky i didn go j8 to preorder de energy taiwan dvd cause 20september de vcd will be out in singapore!! haha... i will surely buy de!!
ahhhhh
excited!!
me and my energy fantasy!!
-_-lll
hmmm.. dun have de mood to study
sian.. later must go sch..
must perform...
still must wear costume..
yucks..
so mafan..
looking forward to de days when exams are over...
things i'm gonna do after exam
-cut my hair
-find a job
-persuade my father to buy me a new phone provided dat i do well for my exams
-celebrate my birthday =)
-go out with daddy and samantha
-go out with 2e3peeps
-shop with xinyi and huiting =)
-tear all my worksheets
-grow fat i'm growing fatter and fatter each day
have been eating too much
breakfast-milo and bread
recess-vegetables rice
lunch-kuey tiao
break-fruits and mooncake
dinner-grandmother plus daddy plus mummy cooking
break-fruits!!
dats alot. huh?!
LOLX..
nvm.
i need energy..
lolx
and sleeping can give me energy.
i sleep a lot
and i mean A LOT.
is essential for me to sleep at least 10hours aday!!
hmmm.. i shld be studying but why am i here??
i go study le..
bbz
9/16/2005 11:30:00 AM / top
i have got so much to say...i just realise dat its aren't important whether i'm popular anortz.
it dosen matter to me anymore.
i wanna live my own live and
NOT
allowing anyone to control my life.
or affect me
i just wanna be happy. =)
hate me love me.
for all i care.
i can stand loneliness =)
just wanna sae dat it dosen bother me at all if anyone of u throw me to one side.
i will try to be kind to everyone(which i'm already is)
i'm such a kind, cute, innocent, helpful, responsible....
LOLX..
dun puke...
HAHA..
ITS TRUE
FACE THIS FACT EVERYONE..
see.. i love myself <3
hmm.. i specially dedicate this to ng chun yang from 2e3.
it really pissed me off when u are so damn sacarstic.
but
if u find so much pleasure in suaning me.
den go ahead.
cause i'm not gonna care anymore.
it just shows dat u are jealous of me.
all those personal insults...
NOBODY can stand it.
and u always look so damn seriously when u are suaning me.
i'm still okay with it if u are jk but u are NOT
and
i'm not even talking to u
why must u always cut into de conversation and suan me...
let me repeat.
i'm not even talking to u.
obviously u wanna find somebody to quarrel with right.
BUT
too bad.
i wun fall into ur trap
and
be de victim..
if u hate me or wad
keep the verdict to urself.
i dun need all those comments.
i know myself well
and i dun need u to tell me.
i'm not gonna care anymore.
just wanna sae i <3 de peeps in 2e3.
and
i wanna specially thank
valerie n huiying
jia nee n boon swan
ger and xin yun
chu jun and qing ting
and blah blah blah... slept for 11hours... hmm.. maybe i'm just too tired... arggg.. didn see de choon boon guy again.hes cute, live de same block as me.. lolx
dunno why, i'm still quite tired even after sleeping for so damn LONG... i dreamt bout him agained... sweet
reach sch le, was asking jie ying bout apron thinky outside 2e3. we were just happen to be outside there and jian xiang shouted "LOOKING FOR MANFRED ARHHZ?" -_-ll kao... den i say "shen jing bin" and walk away. he so idiot!!
qing ting den suddenly told me dat she know who i like. LOLX. almost half of de sec2 know le. but den i play play de. dun really like him, just find he shuai! let me say it once more dat I DUN LIKE MANFRED!! =)
qing ting say is xin hui (2e5 de) tell her de. kao. she thought qing ting know le, cause a lot of ppl know. just dat she didn realise, she is de one who spread and dats why so many ppl know. nvm, i shan blame her. i shall be kind. =) I'M ALWAYS SO KIND
FIRST THREE PERIOD is home econs. de boring lessons make me feel like sleeping, i was like falling asleep. LOLX. i sleep damn soundly during de 5minutes break. whole class was like damn quiet. all sleeping mahh...finally. no more cooking!!! but i hate sewing too... nvm. look on de bright side of life. at least sewing wun remind me dat i just barely pass my cooking test. 10/20
=(
after three period of home econs is....... tada!!!
science!!
LOLX.. mr ong lesson -_-ll de ong ong... he is spastic... real spastic. and when we laugh at his spasticness, he was like asking
WHAT ARE U ALL LAUGHING AT??
and den he asked samantha to write out de chemical equation BIG. and samantha wrote it damn BIG, de whole class laugh agained...
spastic teacher dat dunno how to teach...
watever he teach today right, MR TANG TEACH US BEFORE LE..
nvm...
and.... now my favourite period. =) RECESS,,, went to toilet with .........(a lot of girls)LOLX.. deanna and me was singing cestsi bon (or watever how u spell it)by 5566.. i sang SEXY SEXY BON. and deanna will continue.. lolx...
and as usual. we have to rush back to class before de bell rang... higher chinese teacher came to class damn early...de class damn quiet. nobody dare to talk in her class... hmm.. jian xiang sit infront of me. he wrote "TELL MISS LIE DAT SHE DIDN BUTTON HER FIRST BUTTON"
on his text book and show it to me when miss lie was writting something on de whiteboard.. LOLX...
hmmm... i lazy to type le. so thats all for today!!
there will be no more man in black or mochi!!
hmm.. all my dream so damn cartoon de, and nv come true...
i have a dream bout man-in-black =)
muahaha...
here it goes...
i was in sch, with xin yi and we are going home...
de sch very crowded and i saw a sec1 boy, carrying a blue bag [[mochi bag also blue de]]
and he look like mochi!! just that he is shorter..
muahaha...
and i tell xin yi : "eh, dat sec1 guy look like manfred!!"
hmm.. conincident, manfred was behind me..
den he tap my shoulder and say: huh?! u call me arhhz??!
ahhh.. he so cute right, nvm dat was a dream...
den i damn shocked and told him dat de guy infront look like him and we started chatting =)
muahaha...
i damn happy and a bit shy shy..
LOLX..
den we went to canteen...
he bought food. take away de
and xinyi disappear??
him and me were like finding her...
and i ask hui ting.
=)
and we found her!!
xinyi den tell me dat she wanna give manfred and me a chance to be alone.
i was like -_-ll
and so we walk out of de sch. xinyi was infront of me. and manfred behind.
and dunno why de hell. qingting happen to be walking beside me and we chat. hui ting beside her.
den kristy appear and ask me how to sing wei yi. wang li hong de wei yi..
and hui ting pull kristy away and sing to her.
hmm.. and xin yi was already out of sch. manfred suddenly disappear.
i thought he was behind me so i waited for him..
with felicia
hmm.. dunno why felicia suddenly POP OUT.
lolx..
she was holding two ballet firgure. key chain de.
and she say: councillor performing again. these two were prop
and den dunno why suddenly got music. those childish, fairy tale de.
and two cartoon elephant(jumbo) started dancing... -_-ll
and i realise manfred disappear le...
actually wanna go home with him de... we take de same bus.. =)
dream without him is meaningless.
so i decided to wake up =)
tmr needa go sch le..
SIAN!!
tmr MONG BIRTHDAY!! lox.. i love 2e3 =) 2e3 rocks my sock!! hmmm.. nth much happen todae. stayed at home de whole day doing nothing. or maybe something. lolx... i love eating.. I EAT TO LIVE. not live to eat. must enjoy de yummy food.. yup yup.. de delicious food. i know qing ting will surely agree with me de!!
9/10/2005 05:04:00 AM / top
BOO! VERY BORED SEHH... lolx... any kind soul pls chat with me...
well. my super good friend say i1.selfish. 2. indecisive 3. emtional
my good friend..
hmmm...
i must think positively =)
at least he is being honest with me.
de scar is already there for a very long time since ***** had scolded me
it dun hurt as much anymore.
i have mental prepare dat ppl will think bout me this way.
i'm sad. feel like crying
but lee huiying told me to be optismatic
so i wun cry =)
lolx..
i wld rather force myself to be optismatic than be sad.
lolx.
and no matter how sad i am, i will keep it to myself.
oh.
thats de right way baby...
[[forcing myself to be happy]]
9/09/2005 12:00:00 PM / top
wen to jeryl house in de morning to do project, lit and cme... LOLX... ate real lots todae... bread for breakfast. den bought beehoon for lunch and den ate magnum (or watever how u spell it) ice cream. de chocolate coating, vanilla ice cream.. haha.. den met my cousin at j8. pei her shop for necklace. she bought one heart shape de. nice. de price also very nice. lolx -_-lll den shop around... and den! i order energy photo... cool huh. collect it on sat. ppl who is reading this, pls remind me to collect it.. THANKS. although i doubt anyone will be so kind to remind me.. lolx.. went basement. ate de toki Q and ya kun toast bread... lolx.. den went home. help me parents buy newspaper and walk walk at de pasa malan (night market) nothing much, ppl selling de same old boring things. LOLX. bought tea egg and mua chee.... de tea egg taste like normal water boil egg.. waste my money.. lolx. i was already bloated before i had my dinner. but bo bian still had to eat. and now i'm damn full!!!these few days, dreamt that i forget to do my hw.. damn scary.. maybe, i mean MAYBE i shld start doing my hw.. lolx...
my father paint de whole house until damn damn ugly and i mean it.. is so ugly. look like those olden days de house. yusky. de living room is now blue and light pink. de door is tea brown. -_-lll i miss de light green apple colour... sob.. lucky he didn paint my room, or else i will kill him. literally. hmmm.. thats all!!
LOLX... we break le. dun expect it to be so fast. He say my heart is too sad for him to enter which is what i told him in de very beginning.. hmm.. breaking up is what i always wanted. maybe that is de best choice. oh ya, ppl i'm not sad.. only can't bear to let go... hmmm.. but nvm, i'm really happier. a lot happier.
i can still continue to get crazzie over my MAN IN BLACK!. LOLX.. he like very embarrased whenever he saw me, he will like suddenly very serious, dun dare to look at me.. budden nvm, if i was he, i will also react like dat de.. i dunno sae how many times dat i wanna give up on him le... maybe i shld really find new target but currently theres none... MAN IN BLACK ROCKS!!
oh ya, i wanna thank all de peeps for all these days. especially LEE HUI YING, and valerie for tagging my blog.... maybe zhan peng too...
9/07/2005 02:23:00 AM / top
we break le. dun expect it to be so fast. He say my heart is too sad for him to enter which is what i told him in de very beginning.. hmm.. breaking up is what i always wanted. maybe that is de best choice. oh ya, ppl i'm not sad.. only can't bear to let go... hmmm.. but nvm, i'm really happier. a lot happier.i can still continue to get crazzie over my MAN IN BLACK!. LOLX.. he like very embarrased whenever he saw me, he will like suddenly very serious, dun dare to look at me.. budden nvm, if i was he, i will also react like dat de.. i dunno sae how many times dat i wanna give up on him le... maybe i shld really find new target but currently theres none... MAN IN BLACK ROCKS!!
oh ya, i wanna thank all de peeps for all these days. especially LEE HUI YING, and valerie for tagging my blog.... maybe zhan peng too... wake up early to do math hw -_-lll in the end tch nv collect. waste my time..
went to sch early cause nth to do mahh. meet samantha at bus stop. den walk to sch together... we are late but miss leong is even later...
miss leong sae i keep on talking. other ppl also got talk wad, nv sae them. lolx. nvm. i wun talk in her class anymore. BOO!
i totally forget bout de banner. hmmm.. my group de first to finish painting den i nth to de le.. so slack lohh.
that is nth btw me and zhan peng -_-ll we are just chatting for goodness sake. haiz.. dunno why todae damn damn sad lohh...
i talk to deanna de ahem ahem.. den i sae i'm deanna de meimei. he told deanna that i very childish but lose him abit.koa. i very childish mehh. BISH! he thought i'm deanna de 5years old sister and i told him i'm not, i'm 14year old. this is so lame. lolx
very tired...
really dunno why i am so sad lohh, when nth happen to me... AHHHHHH... 爱我就证明给我看， 不要再这样折磨我了。。。
爱不用长久， 只要轰轰烈烈的好好爱过。。
if love hurt so much, i will rather not fall in love..
9/05/2005 12:54:00 PM / top
have i fallen for him?i miss him.. is that a good or bad news.. hmm.. maybe thats not love. i just need someone to chat with me, kill my boredom. got de same kind of feeling when i waited de sms from my kors.. dun understand why must stead, why can't we just be really close kor and mei.when i say that i like u, i know i'm deceiving myself.. thats not LOVE, its de kor and mei kind of feeling..
i dunno lahh...
someone pls call my hp and scold me. tell me that i am FLIRT, DESPO, BITCH.. oh ya, if u hate me, take this chance now, i wun be angry de... i wanna feel de pain. i'm sadistic. my blog webbie: I LOVE THE PAIN!... LOLX. maybe after feeling hurt, cry everything out, i will feel better...
I must look on de bright side of life. since we stead le, i might as well treat it seriously...
to somebody: i'm not trying to add wei da(noble) or anything, is just that i dun wann anyone to hate me...
To my you tiao: is not i sensitive, is because i have no confidents in u. prove to me... haiz.. waiting for u sms... thats de prob why i dun wanna fall in love. love just hurt so much.. but look like i dun have a choice, i dun wanna lose u, this friend...
learning to love u.... ppl. I'M ATTACHED... oh yea! so great[sacarstic]
dun like it at all..
is like kana sai.
i dunno why i accept him
maybe can't bear to see ppl heart broken.
at first reject de den he was like angry or sad.
den agree lohh...
haiz.
i'm just THE STUPID FOOL
oh yea...
anywae he was my primary sch mates.
i dun even rmb how he look like. -_-lll
and somehow i think his attitude sucks.
i know this relationship wun last long...
and i'm not gonna be SAD!
i'm definately sure that when my other primary sch mates know that i stead with him, will surely kao bei kao bu de... surely will sae i despo, flirt or watever...
last time stead with **** *** they already make a big fuss and now............
and de prob is i dun even love him.
de sacrifice is not worth it de lohh..
my reputation will just drop drop and drop
until everyone wants me dead.
SO GREAT.
ppl just tell me i'm THE STUPID FOOL
I'M THE bitch!
MAYBE THAT WILL MAKE ME FEEL BETTER...
depress.... really dunno wad to do le hmm... as usual lahh. meet jie ying den go sch todae. saw de cute chong boon sec guy again. he live as de same block as me. chong boon uni damn cool!! very nice. lolx.. reach sch at 7 plus, go toilet with ade, den go toilet again with sherry -_-lll lolx... den rush down for flag raising.
luck miss long nv walk down de class, or else she surely nag bout my socks de. todae dunno why my socks damn damn short.
first period is pe. got volley ball test. Colour wolf nv give me time to practice de, nvm.. nv den vn lohh. I hit 5times! consider not bad already! I quite satisfied le!! After that slack at de basketball court. we sing I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU.. damn nice!!
i'll be there for u
these five words i swear to you.
when u breathe i wanna be the air for u
i will be there for u
U SUCKS!!
felicia ball hit my head. -_-lll but not really pain lahh, only that my hair become messy. LOLX.
After pe is math. miss leong nv come. hmmm.. i think xiao jian jian is a very nice guy. cute.helpful.friendly. but too bad i not interested in him..
math le jiu english. we do compre and summary. den we have our recess with the upper sec. damn shiok!! is like a lot quieter, more peaceful. de queue is a lot shorter.
after that is history. although mr hazry is a nice tch budden his lesson very boring.. lolx. history le den it. learn swiss. quite interesting. i go make energy de animation!!! energy rocks!!
went back to class to clear table. sherry took my eng file. -_-ll stupid sherry. den i lazy go locker so carry it with me when i'm already holding my math file... went kovan with samnatha, rain suddenly... unlucky sehh... after samantha buy her vcd, we take neos. damn ugly...
too ugly to be seen.
make another person angry again... how come everytime like that..i very fan, very luan... is like i dun mean it..
am i really that irritating..
that stupid..
feel like crying..
someone can u pls kill me...
dun just leave me to bleed
i have enough of the pain.
everyone get lost...
I HATE MYSELF TO DE COREEEE
9/02/2005 04:05:00 AM / top
taken damn long aGO..
9/02/2005 03:53:00 AM / top
so long nv blog le. yst when back to primary sch.. and someone say i wad DESPO. despo... me despo??? aiya. dunno lahhz. i dun even love boys, how can i be despo. haiz... look like some ppl really have bad impression of me. hack care them..i'm just de stupid fool that do stupid stuff... no one understand me. maybe only hui ting and xin yi bahx. hui ting and i on de same boat... We are de BITCHES and bitch rocks!!
