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Sunday, August 14, 2005 8/14/2005 04:06:00 AM / top

just wake up.. slept for bout 13hours plus... haiz. i though i could forget everything after a good night sleep. this morning or rather afternoon, i just recall everything... i dunno, really dunno. every word just seems so hurtful.. he sae he was sorry but once something is sae, he cannot take back.
i know i will feel a lot better if i hate or blame him for whatever he had say. but it just seems to me that everything is not his fault... i dunno how to face him.. will i cry when i see him? i dunnoo.. haiz...
so many things happen. too much for me to take it... samantha leaving to shanghai.. october!!
-she is the first girl that i talk to in class
-she is my first bestfriend in zhss
ahhhhhhhhhhhh... i can't take it anymore...
monday, all of u will see a different me...
haiz...