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i can't smile to u like felicia and tell u that my lvl position is de last11. i can't lohh.. compare my result with sec1. is like so damn big difference... is not i nv study lohh, i work even harder den sec1 for goodness sake. and here is de kana sia results...
next week got so many common tests. haiz.. valerie nv come todae. =( i'm damn lonely...
haha... she so important lohh..
during science lessson. kana call to answer question. i knew she will sae 30-13 de lohh.. which is 17 lahh.. my reg. no is 17 =) and i can't find my science notes.. lolx... den after answering de first question, she shoot me with another ques. idiot lohh. cause i dunno de answer to it. i was like oh shit, what to do, valerie not beside me, nobody to hint me... haha.. den i ask jarrett to pass me his worksheets... his handwritting was like so damn small... -_-lll nvm... at least he is kind enuff to lent me...
after sch, jeryl,pm,sherry,sam,fel and me went opp to buy PEACH MOCHI... damn delicious!! yummy... went back to class to slack and den opp again with xinyi.. ate crunchie!! de honey comb chocolate... went gu zheng. teacher nv come =( den another tch teach. i think she teach us until wanna cry like that... haha... bad impression of zhss le... after de lesson, went home with xinyi loh(as usual)... den here i am. at home.. i go watch superstar le... bbz...
(ps: yst i fall asleep on de sofa but found myself holding my specs lying on my own bed... -_-lll my father sae i walk back to my room MYSELF.. budden got no impression sehh.. this happen a lot of time le... SLEEP WALK BAHX... AHHHH... ) great depression and war world 3!!!
all my tears had been packed tight inside me, frozen and out of reach.. haiz... still can't forget whatever he had say...
first two period is science... when miss tan walked into the class, (as usual) everyone was standing up, preparing to greet her. den there was like completely silent, cause jarrett didn sae class bow. he was like looking at me, hinting me to say "class bow", so i say "CLASS BOW" and the class was like laughing. -_-lll crazzie...
ppl... i damn depress. pak meng sae i look bu shuang and she thought i buay song her... lolx... so cute.. depress..... argg... chun yang getting on my nerve. war world 3 is starting soon.. kao. i dun wanna quarrel with u de lohh, why must u always critise me... just wake up.. slept for bout 13hours plus... haiz. i though i could forget everything after a good night sleep. this morning or rather afternoon, i just recall everything... i dunno, really dunno. every word just seems so hurtful.. he sae he was sorry but once something is sae, he cannot take back.
i know i will feel a lot better if i hate or blame him for whatever he had say. but it just seems to me that everything is not his fault... i dunno how to face him.. will i cry when i see him? i dunnoo.. haiz...
so many things happen. too much for me to take it... samantha leaving to shanghai.. october!!
-she is the first girl that i talk to in class
-she is my first bestfriend in zhss
ahhhhhhhhhhhh... i can't take it anymore...
monday, all of u will see a different me...
haiz... _Ong zhan peng....
he always call me number2 when he is one himself. lolx... he is justin number 2. me felicia number2 -_-lll lolx.. this is just a joke not discrimating anyone or what. overall he very friendly de, quite close with him bah. he is number2!!! dun worry, i wun spread de ahem ahem ahem blah blah...
_ye jian zhi... xiao jian jian is damn cute. but he very ke lian!! always kana bully by the girls.. haha... whenever theres group work, i will always try to make him join my group because he is just so damn cute!!
_zu yao..... rat!!! err... i think he is a little fierce... very serious den study is damn good. haha... shld be quite a nice person bahx. seldom talk to him..
_Augustine... sit behind me. very noisy and childish... lolx... alwaes call me in class for small mattter.... -_-lll make me turn behind to talk to him... music lesson sit beside me. he is alwaes shaking his leg!! argg.. haha... he very cute but i'm cuter for obvious reason.. i know everyone agree.. lolx... oh ya.. peeps, he dun like shi lin le!!!
i lazy le.. dun wanna type anymore.. anywae who is ds?
after reading so many 2e3 girls blog. I realise that i love 2e3 tons. i mean tons. a lot a lot...
the dance have bonded us. FATE. aren't we lucky to get chosen to perform, to realise that we love each other,we love this class, we wants to be together forever!
if our class was not chosen to perform, we will never know how much we cherish each other.
haiz... is like u see now class 2e* wants to perform on teacher day but the class dun wanna co-operate, if I MEAN IF, 2e3 is like that too, den de national day performance will be kana sia. actually it dosen matter if is really kana sia cause we know that each and everyone of us did put in the effort to turn up for some practice.
i once wanted to isolate myself. and u know what, i suceeded. i'm now trying very very hard to convince myself that i dun give a damn bout it. maybe i really dun give a damn bout it. i dunno. i really dunno. it just dun hurt anymore. maybe i'm numb to de pain and dun feel anything. maybe i just dun need anyone anymore. maybe. i will never know...
i just love reading different ppl blog. u can say i'm kpo or watever.. but its fun knowing their up and down. especially when they are damn sad bout a particular matter. i'm sadistic, i admit. i can actually feel their pain too. getting upset very easily.
adeline_de cheerful girl who always tickle and poke ppl <3>
samantha_my buddy who is always smiling<3>
germaine_ my best jie. childish and never fails to brighten up someone day<3
felicia_a bit nerd nerd but she is nice. help me quite a lot<3
kellie_de super lame girl. get along quite well with her <3
xin yun_crazzie girl. always laughing<3>
priscilla_she is just so cool but friendly. sits infront of me<3
hui ying_de comp expert. lame songs...<3
deanna_alwaes there for me. my jie<3
qing ting_my good friend. crazzie girl <3
sze ting_ monitress. love her books a lot. responsible. i just <3>
shang wei_err... well. i dunno.... lolx. my classmates =) <3>
jeryl_cute and alwaes smiling. brighten up ppl day<3
jia nee_everyone just love her. very nice and friendly. alwaes sms me lame jokes<3 color="#330033">valerie_sits beside me! expert in composing lame songs. enjoy crapping with her. very cute!!<3
boon swan_lolx. very sweet. get along very well. enjoy being with her <3>
me_i love myself!! lolx.
pak meng_my jiejie. my buddy. bad temper but i still love her lots lots lots lots <3>
kai jia_siao cow. haha. nice girl <3>
sherry_untidy. my jie and buddy. lame. i love her lots lots too. <3
chu jun_ stylo. alwaes hit my butt-_-lll but shes very nice. <3
tiffany_my jie. sits beside me.. err... alwaes smiling <3
zoe_my good friend. caring. treat me like her own daughter. haha <3>
i lazy type le.. boys arhhz... lolx....
8/11/2005 12:56:00 AM / top
very accurateThe Keys to Your Heart |
| You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. |
| In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. |
| You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change. |
| You would be forced to break up with someone who was arrogant, acting like the dictator of your life. |
| Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. |
| Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. |
| You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage. |
| In this moment, you think of love as something you thirst for. You'll do anything for love, but you won't fall for it easily. |
What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The True You |
| You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to do more for you. |
| With respect to money, you spend whatever you have. |
| You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities. |
| The hidden side of your personality tends to be methodical in your ways - with trouble adapting to the rules of society. |
| You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked. |
| When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you don't have any particular type in mind, but you are inclined to look for someone who will say yes when you ask him / her out. |
8/10/2005 02:07:00 AM / top
oh ya.. i forgot something...i wanna thank 2e3 peeps for being so caring and showering me with concern!!! although the BIG ulcer is still there but it dosen hurt anymore!! yipee!!!
2e3 rawks to de core!!
8/10/2005 01:39:00 AM / top
yesterdae....after de dance thinky, we waited outside the hall.. den went up to the stage again for the dunno wad singing. kao... i hate that bastard to the core man.. slap me on the stage and he still claimed that he only hit my cap. FINE LOH.. kao...
after de whole performance is over. returned to class!! de class was like crazzie over breakdance. damn fun..
me and sze ting went to plaza singapura.. de rest of the class went to j8 or amk.. sian.. haha...
i finally know how neona look like... I thought she very very chio de budden..... nvm, not bad bahx... saw a lot of e4rians there... lolx.. after having our lunch, me and sze ting shop for samantha present!! we bought some very very lame stuff... and we saw de bastard there -_-lll
we just can't stop quarelling man... dun like him!!
todae
just have my breakfast!! eggtart.. muahaha... i swear i'm not gonna think of hime anymore... haiz...
HAPPY BIRTHDAE SINGAPORE!!! yesterdae
mrs chew put so much gel on my hair!! pui pui
after de performance went j8 to meet 2e3 peeps...
bought the pink polo t shirt...
quite nice!!! haha...
after that we went to foodcourt to have ur lunch!!
i ate beef noodle!
den after eating slack slack. walk walk
todae
wake up at 12plus.... my dreams damn cartoon man..
lolx...
have lunch den came online..
decided to go for 2e3 de dance practice after reading valerie blog...
lolx...
everyone make a big fuss bout de eyeliner and watever...
-_-lll
fine.. nvm.
hmmmm... went samantha condo carpark to practise...
lolx
den de security guards sae what will disturb de resident...
some peeps den sae what go jinkai house, some sae wad go braddel height cc...
damn confusing..
in the end we are seperated into two groups..
lolx...
hmmm.. saw jian zhi eating cup noodle..
tempt me
lolx
in the end i eat cup noodle with him...
went to meet my parents for dinner after eating... -_-lll
blah blah blahh.....
tmr must perform le!!!! ahhhh.. people. please scream.... ahhhhhh just reach home... lolx.
todae de first day of ahme ahem..
everything look so eriee...
i damn scare lohh.. haha
tmr got art gallery..
sian
sian
sian....
You're the loving smile,the one that is entirely
devoted to others,especially that one
person.You really can't get them out of your
head,but then,you don't really want to.
What Kind of Smile are You?
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8/05/2005 01:00:00 PM / top
reach home at 8 plus...todae got rehersal for blah blah day...
lolx.
e4 de dance quite nice...
but ours also not bad.
after rehersing for umpteen times. went back to class to practice.
after that. kai jia, qing ting and me went to j8
went to baleno and hang ten to try de polo t...
hang ten better.. lolx.
i bought a pink cap. mini toons..
lolx...
todae my father damn ba dmood.
shout here shouyt there. crazzie..
bleah~ ulcer getting bigger nad bigger each day. Its super duper pain.
todae got gu zheng rehersal at hall. 2.30 pm... sian. after de last period, meet xin yi den went to 7-11 to buy instant noodle and ICE CREAM!! RASBERRY VANILLA . lolx. yummy... i was late for gu zheng but who cares..carry the gu zheng down to the hall from music room. very heavy and mafan.. in the end we have lesson in de hall. -_-lll lolx.. teacher fianally teach us new songs. HAHA. after gu zheng went back to class for the dance. i've to pair up with shang wei! and i'm de boy -_-lll bleah~ budden i wanna dance with qing ting!!!. dance with qt very fun. 2e3 so damn united!! so happy to be in 2e3 i got one damn big ulcer. it hurts like hell. and i will get irritated very easily. lolx
den den... today all the girls except deanna know the dance already!!! YIPEE! the more i practise, the more i forget. lolx... hmmm.. then i love the boys' dance... is damn nice lohh!! very shuai and stylo. okay, for the first time in my life that i am praising my class boys.. haha. so honour huh?
i misplaced my wallet in the class. the classroom was like so damn messy that could not find it. i look upset lahh budden is because of my ulcer, i trust my classmates! i know they wun steal. lolx. in the end. EUGENE FOUND IT!! lolx.
i'm so damn happy! i pass my higher chinese test!! haha. finally... have been failing all along. alwaes below 60.. den mr hazry. err... fine i realise that i dunno my history tch name. -_-lll he add one more mark to my history test! so kind. i didn even argue with him for more marks.. he rawks. lolx...
my comp is lagging....
